''I want to say...''
Jinki didn't speak anymore. He was speechless, he didn't know where this was going, he was totally oblivious, yet, he could feel that something right will happen, after all, all good things come if you wait for it.
''I like you Jinki, no... I love you! You're adorable, precious, smart, you're a gift sent from Heaven, you're my energy..You're.. flawless!-- I can't explain it! I been loving you for a while now, yet I didn't even realize it, I'm an idiot and you can reject me if you want but I just want to let this out. I love your smile, your hair, your laugh, your personality, and your nose when you scrunch it up all cute-like, and look like a squirrel! You're an angel, and I love you for being so nice and looking out for others, I don't think I could ever be as good as you, no one could, you're too perfect! And if you could, really, do me the honor of being your boyfriend, and maybe more than that one day.. Then I'll never let you go, really, I'll love you for eternity, I want you to be mine.. Jinki.'' Jonghyun rambled all at once, the words flowing out of his mouth like a waterfall, smooth and never ending, yet Jinki listened, and he pushed everything useless out of his brain and just let them in, storing them, keeping them safe and promising to remember to each and every word. He'll remember them for a lifetime.
Jinki felt overwhelmed, he never imagined this, when he first fell in love with Jonghyun he knew that he had no chance, no chance at all. No one has ever said these words to him, Jonghyun was always a first for him, complimenting him genuinely and his words sincere, he was always there and with him, and he knew he loved this man too. His heart was trying to escape his chest, and butterflies were fluttering around happily in his stomach, tears welled up in his honey-brown orbs, and he rubbed at his eyes, trying to keep the tears from escaping, yet they flowed down anyway and he let out a sob, he felt so thankful, he was truly lucky. He felt like he was experiencing all his emotions at once, actually, he didn't know what he was feeling really.
''Jinki..?'' Jonghyun's eyes widened, and he was obviously very surprised, was he that bad or something? He wiped Jinki's large tears gently with his thumb, and was about to ask if he was okay, only to be interrupted by Jinki himself.
''I.. I love you too, Jonghyun, a-a lot.. I always did..'' he manages out, ''I-I don't know what to say,'' he hiccups and wipes at his eyes again, ''No one.. No one has ever said this to me and, you make me feel different Jonghyun.. Y-You make me feel loved and I feel so thankful, and I feel so lucky right now..'' Jinki continued softly, some stray tears still escaping his eyes, which Jonghyun wiped away whenever they ran down his cheeks. ''I can't explain it in to words, because it's impossible.. But.. if you want... I.. Just, yes, yes! I'll be your boyfriend!'' Jinki cried out happily, and more tears ran down his face, Jonghyun cheered a bit before reaching down to kiss away his tears gently, gaining an embarrassed Jinki.
Jonghyun wasted no time wrapping his strong arms around Jinki, then Jinki slowly and hesitantly returned the gesture, and inhaled his scent greedily, and they both grinned happily, it felt just right. It was like something out a movie, a perfect confession with the ideal couple, it felt so fictional.
They both pulled back, staring at eachother for a moment then Jonghyun's face grew a bit serious, and he looked at Jinki with determination in his eyes, Jinki blushed and averted his eyes, knowing what was coming.
''Jonghyun..'' he whispered, not sure of what else to say so he kept quiet, it was a small replay of what happened last night, their faces inching closer to eachother, slowly and hesitant.
They were so close, Jinki finally shut his eyes tightly, hoping that someone won't come and ruin it, but then it happend, it really did, and it felt good.
It was a simple press of the lips at first, Jinki wasn't really experienced so he just let Jonghyun take the lead, but it was magical, he was sure.
He heard that when you are in love, you know it's the right person when you can see fireworks, but he didn't see just fireworks, he saw waterfalls, valleys, volcanoes and everything else beautiful in the world flash just before his eyes.
It was beyond words, and Jonghyun's lips and his own melted against eachother, fitting perfectly like two puzzle pieces, and their lips moving gently, hesitantly yet Jonghyun gave him some sort of reassurance, and held on his hips, it was silent save for the waves hitting against the sand in the distance, and some birds above singing happy songs, like they somehow knew that heaven was now on Earth.
It wasn't until Jinki's mind was blank, and temporarily forgot he could breathe out of his nose, so they pulled apart, and Jinki panted, his breath coming out in small spurts, and he sucked in the air greedily. His cheeks a fiery red, and then began to be relaxing against Jonghyun's chest and gently fisted the material of his shirt, and listened to his heartbeat, it was racing, just like his own.
''I love you Jinki, I love you so much,'' Jonghyun whispered against his ears, sending shivers down his spine, and embraced him a bit tighter than before.
''I.. I love you too, so much.'' Jinki finally replied, softly, and truly happy.