last night was crazy crazy. i went to buffalo w/cara like i always do but she took off early w/her friends to go drink elsewhere and i stayed and hung out w/swanny and his friends. but then they wanted to go up to the santa rosa bellvedere to continue drinking and i didn't really want to go cause i start my new job today and i didn't want to be ( Read more... )

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my insomnia continues hardcore. any tips to help me sleep?

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i'm scared right now. my fingers feel like their going numb. i'm afraid to go back to work. i work at 4:15:(. i can't type right now, i'm feeling light-headed. my stalker is back.

i feel a lil dirty and very very tired....

i'm soo tired.i wish i could go to sleep right now but i've made plans w/harrison. and yet i'm soo tired...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i'm sick:( i felt flu-like yesterday but today my throat is waaay more swollen.i can't even eat an orange and i love oranges.this makes me sad.and i can't call in sick to work again cause if u call in 2 days in a row they need a doctor's note and i have no health insurance.so i am not paying a shit load of money to see a doctor to get out of work ( Read more... )

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here's a surprise,i always knew i was meant to stay here:)

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