Last couple few days have had a lot of really good points. But with the good comes tragedy...or so the story of my life says.

I technically went to NA yesterday, but didn't attend. Chris and I had a little trouble finding the Church, then we had to figure out which building it was. So by the time we found it we were late (only like 8 mins), ( Read more... )

So shit hit the fan a few days ago with the boyfriend/roommate and he's completely moved out. Finally.  Oh well, just a month wasted with a junkie.   :D     
{Last entry was because we were getting in physical altercations quite a bit ..amongst other bullshit}

~Skinny Puppy comes out with a new CD at the end of this month!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe even a ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore

I can't take this any longer

I'm sick of the emotional abuse and physical attacks

I need outside help..but not the police...

actually... I may need the police

shoes 6 6 6 : who am i gonna get pregnant

shoes 6 6 6: wanna spice your crackhead life up a bit?

TheGumballPriest: fuck it, the kid will be hot. Sure

shoes 6 6 6: we'd make beautiful babies

TheGumballPriest: and potentially tall

shoes 6 6 6: you cant hold it though cause you have a tendancy to throw things or smash them against a wall

TheGumballPriest: ( Read more... )

Their show got cancelled last night because 1)Promoters wouldn't open up the Engine Room 2)Stage at the Jet Lounge was too small 3)Their RV broke down twice on the way to Houston-which made them a few hours late 4)The singer, Ner0, has been really sick :[

But they still came (few hours late). I got to meet  Daniel Columbine (actually it might have ( Read more... )

Well here's some

Meet Darwin

NaNa. NaFreagin' BooBoo

I'd marry this guy. (Most Dangerous Comic)

Watch out. Real life godzilla.

& yes I realise this just further proves I have no life. But thats okay. I like it like this. Keeps me safe.
Back to prining out pictures of hot guys so I can make a collage on my wall! (There aren't enough hot alternative male ( Read more... )

So on Iron Chef America tonight the challenger pulled out the same digital scale that I have.

That I have for weighing drugs.
:D

And in other news
*Got clothes from Erotic Cabaret today. Hoorah! Tomorrow I'm getting more and I get to go look at synths WOOHOO!!!
*Gonna start playing keyboard
*Drastic hair changes are in my immediate future
*14 days ( Read more... )

I'm much better now. Complete sobriety has set in. Withdrawl is non-existant (yay!). Being with mom 24/7 is no fun, but understandable.

I keep trying but I just can't write down everything that happened between Sunday and Wednesday....I can't even make a list of what drugs I took on which days...because I don't know when one day stopped and another ( Read more... )

I think I had a mental collapse
I've experienced insanity

Took brads car out on  a mission..without his permission. He wouldn't wake up....so yeah, couldn't be denied or approved.

Ended up putting it BACKWARD in a ditch right around the corner. Came back home to try and wake Brad up-no luck. So we decided to go back out to the car and see what we could do. Cop was at the car, writing a warning, so we just ( Read more... )