3:13 pm (March 12th, 2009)
I used to be the girl at the top of the world;
and now the world is standing on me.
I used to be the girl at the top of the list;
and now I'm the first one to be left out.
I used to be the girl with the coolest outfits;
now I'm just struggling to get into them.
I used to the girl with the gorgeous eyes;
now I'm just trying to keep them from turning gray.
I used to be the girl that was too sensitive;
now I'm just the girl that's too cold.
I used to be the sister that you could always come to;
now I'm just who you steer clear of.
I used to be the daughter that you would brag about;
now I'm just keeping my head above muddy water.
I used to be the girl that made everyone happy;
now I'm just struggling to keep a smiled on my own face.