This is not a fucking drill

[deliriumdream]

Ok so My show is this weekend I am very excited cause I have put all of my artistic efforts into this show. My feelings of accomplishment and pride are quickly masked by that dread and the insanity that Im feeling about everything. You cant have honey without a few bees. I dont want to be so fucking negative but it comes out of me like pus. I cant

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[faminewing]

Do your music thing!

People with degrees in all sorts of field, including boring shit like "computer programming" and "business" can't find jobs. But then there are people who find exactly what they're looking for. Maybe you will, maybe you won't. But do not give up! Music is wonderful!

[veon1227]

I know we kind of had this conversation last night. I know exactly what you mean by everything in this -- I've been there (hell, still am for the most part). The only advice I can ever offer on this is just do what you want. Whatever makes you happy. I went to school for multimedia/graphic design but all I was interested in doing was drawing and painting and writing which really didn't hold much place there. I was told simple drawings would work for a starting place, don't go into too much detail because that wasn't what we were aiming for in that line. Now I can't even find a job in that field but at least with my drawing I'm actually getting somewhere.

Basically all I'm saying is whatever you are happy doing, do. The rest will follow.

I love you!