***Libido throw, dominoes of indescretions down***

[deliriumseyes]

I feel kind of strange today... not like myself. Sort of sad, I guess... maybe not sad... just not all here. Don't you hate it when you can't figure out just exactly how you feel? Or pinpoint exactly what is pissing you off about the world? Grr

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John

[javajoss]

John has slowly gotten worse about keeping in touch with people over the years, I think out of fear of high phone bills which was a real problem for him about ten years ago. The last time I talked with him was before I got married like two years ago. I asked him if he would stand on the groom's side and I think he felt awkward about it and just avoided giving me an answer altogether. Kind of sad really. I've sent him emails and left a few messages, but after that I just gave up. Friendship is a two-way street, and it's always been one-way with John. Basically, I'm tired of friendships like that and have just written it off as a friendship that expired long ago. I have fond memories from high school and from certain visits over the years, and I walk away happy from that. You should definitely be grateful for the friends who do keep in touch because those are the relationships that really matter.

Re: John

[deliriumseyes]

Good point. I guess if John doesn't realize what a dipshit he is for giving all of us up, then that's his loss. I KNOW the reason that he isn't speaking to me is Mila. He even told me that the last time we talked. She's afraid that things will happen between us again, and he'll leave her for me. *Like I'd ever go back to him!!! Besides, I'm perfectly happy with the little prince I have now!!* So if he's going to be her little man bitch, and totally ditch out on all of his friends, I guess that's his choice. I hope he likes being pussy whipped. Because, in the end, she's going to be the only thing he has.. I think that's what she wanted from the beginning. So he wouldn't leave her again. I guess I was just kind of hoping that he would pull his head out of his ass and start talking to us again. Oh well....