Case 049 -- PUBLIC FOR A REASON ASSHOLES
You know something? I am sick and GOD DAMN Tired of stupid, petty, jealous ass people who think that ANYTHING we write in journals... that its NOTHING BUT A GODDAMN PITY PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listen, to anyone who fucking is saying that mencia is doing this as a pity party... You Were NOT on the fucking phone with her till 2-3am while she was WANDERING THE GODDAMN FUCKING ASS STREETS WHEN HER MOTHER WAS BEING THE FUCKING PSYCHO WHORE THAT SHE WAS... and trying to get her to find a roaming squad car to get help. You werent on the phone with her when she had to listen to her fucking mother berate and belittle her when she was sobbing uncontrollably on the goddamn phone and was ready to just... disappear of the face of the earth.
I'm calm for her... but I will NOT -- I repeat, I WILL FUCKING NOT CALM DOWN NOW
Okay... people need to realize that journals? Are to SAY WHAT THE FUCK WE WANT. We rant... we write about happy times, we rant about sad times... and a biggest thing is, we RANT ABOUT OUR INSECURITIES.
People who tend to think that HALF the shit we write in our journals is a pity party... TOO GODDAMN FUCKING BAD!
I put up with it, from two fucking people. and because of that? I shut my mouth and said absolutely NOTHING ABOUT HOW I GODDAMN HAVE FELT OVER ALL THIS SHIT.
But I can handle when my own sanity is on the line. When it comes to me? I dont care.
But when some stupid ass..... IDIOT starts putting shit over on my surrogate baby sister who I KNOW IS GOING THROUGH A ROUGH ASS TIME.... and starts making her doubt her sweet, caring amazing self?
Lookout.... here comes the Psycho Kitty.
BACK THE FUCK OFF ABOUT WHAT WE WRITE IN OUR JOURNALS GODDAMNIT-- AND BE GRATEFUL YOU GUYS STILL HAVE YOUR LIVES AND SOMEONE WHO CARES TO A DEGREE.
If we want to write about what we want -- we will. You don't like it? BACK THE FUCK OFF!
mencia --- dont listen to anyone. You are who you are, and a Great many of us LOVE who you are babe. No one is to tell you any different. If youre happy with who you are? Then keep being who you are. And May whoever tells you any different, may they burn in hell for all eternity. Just remember that your Surrogate big sister will ALWAYS love you -- and Nicholas is VERY VERY pissed off and is ready to kick some major ass.
.... And with that, back to your traditional friends only locked posts.