Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't ( Read more... )

about last nights episode... dun dun DAH!

bonjour mes amis!

so im here to "write" the wrong (haha i'm PUNny!) and get rid of all this confusion. one day when i write my life story ala james frey (a million little pieces, itll be about my heart! EMO jo, HAHA) ill set the record straight for REALS, but for now:
( Read more... )

on fucking call.

i was promised a day on call and got a night one.

don't worry, they said.

you won't get called in.

no, i said. i have a feeling someone's gonna wanna give themself a night off.

no, don't worry, they said. it'll work out fine.

you don't understand i said. i can't stand friday and saturday nights there.

i know. they said. you ( Read more... )

oh the insesent drama and angst filled lives we all live to tell our live-journals and blogs.

i think we need some intervention from sista mary j. blige who'll preach on about the perils of escaping the soap-opera that is life.

Broken heart again
Another lesson learned
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burned
Gotta count on me
Cause I ( Read more... )

casey, this was my result, so i think this thing is rigged:

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

( Read more... )

sitting at home. wide awake and in desperate need of sleep.

eating nutella straight outa the jar with a spoon. i know my tummy will hurt, but fuck it.
 it's cheaper and easier than going down to the mac's for a three pack of ferrero roches.

i hate what ifs.

i need to win the lottery. i guess i should play first.

i have a magazine problem. it' ( Read more... )

Spitting it out means like.
Swallowing means love.
And gargling with cum makes you look like a crazy slut that probably has STDs

i don't feel much like talking. but i'll write this now.

not because i'm sad. but because i'm emotionally exhausted.

i've got nothing goth or dark or whatever the fuck kids are writing about to say here.

just that i've seen a broken man with a broken heart.

i feel no need to make mindless conversation today. maybe another day.

i don't want to ( Read more... )

how do you console someone who's about to loss the most important person in their life?

how do you say "everything will be alright" when you know that it won't.

how do you make their pain easier to sustain?

tonight, someone's heart is breaking.

I've been around, been in the lost and found.
Then I found myself in your eyes.
Thought it was just one more night on the town.
Then I realized I realized...

I'm sleeping with an angel. (S)he makes me feel so good.
Sleeping with an Angel. I didn't know I could.
But I've done too many wrongs, sung too many songs,
to be sleeping with an angel ( Read more... )