Yesterday I started my first day at my internship. It was filled with hilarious events, and it was a lot of fun. It looks like I will be there around 6-7 hours a day for 3 days a week. I enjoy being in the city often, it is an amazing place, as I'm sure everyone already knows lol. I'd love to live there someday, not forever, but at least a couple ( Read more... )

just finished a song ive been working on since september, Fork in the Road...

check it out please, www.myspace.com/calebdiolosa

Please Jesus, help me sell my car!

It's time to get to work on my debut solo ep!

titled: "Plant the Seed. Watch it Grow"

all I have to say is that this girl is amazing, that she is different. I honestly believe God brought us together. no one knows if these things will last forever, but I pray to God it does. cause I found the girl that makes me wonder... ''she's so amazing, what the hell's she doing with me.'' a pastor said in a message once, that when you find that ( Read more... )

I am such an asshole, fuckin stupid asshole. I have to ask questions that I don't want the answers to, I have to be a dick and think I got it better than everyone then fuck it up, I have to always put myself down, and I always let every word that people say throw me off balance ( Read more... )

am I really about to do this on my own? It's going to extremely hard, but I think there will be a lot of pride in my work at the end of it all ( Read more... )

I haven't been this full of joy since my father was alive. I don't what it is, but God is blessing me so much lately. I feel overwhelmed with joy. Like it's endless. I know things will come, they always do, but right now, God just put breath in my lungs, told me to breath His air, told me to start trusting Him again, started having faith in myself ( Read more... )

I had to get a new car didn't I, I had to pretend that I was something by buying something retarded that I definitely couldn't afford right? Yea, I had to go fuck up my families credit cause I haven't been able to afford bills in so long, I haven't even saved a dime since I don't know when, cause I make so much less that I need to shell out. I ( Read more... )

I need a plan, I need a plan, I need a plan ( Read more... )