oh. you have 3000 journal entries. i dont know how many ive read. and you can interpret each in different ways. im not the perfect friend. i am not omniscient. i am not "male". well. this is how it goes. scorpio and taurus are minus polarity. zero understanding 99% of the time. its just a losing battle. nothing else.
my mom once said i should find someone else to confide in. youre not the one. i should you be your clown. and performing artist. to drench my sorrows in. is no one.
uh. probably haven't told. anyway. i used to pick my noze. a lot. i got pimples there as a teen. a lot. (ruined a relationship, my only chance) it's left marks. i don't think much about it anymore. since. i . well. shower. now. and smoking is a disinfectant. etc. anyway. once. i picked my noze going from the commute. and it just wouldn't stop bleeding. i tried my shirt. but no. i had some Writing paper and stuck it up there. i was almost home. when some kvinnofolk went past me. and she looked in horror. i didn't react. later. i laughed at it. was proud.
I'm not that dark anymore. except. I'm listening to extratone. "mass suicide". a pic of a Beautiful forest with fallen leaves. except it's coloured red. nothing is wrong. except some Words aren't true. o course. we create our own realities.
it's not taboo. ok. "if you're feeling something there's a mathematical certainty that someone else in the World is feeling the exact same thing". you're not alone. ok?
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I can’t afford to let my blood. Only on accident. Or some excuse that is not pleasure.
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I'm not that dark anymore. except. I'm listening to extratone. "mass suicide". a pic of a Beautiful forest with fallen leaves. except it's coloured red. nothing is wrong. except some Words aren't true. o course. we create our own realities.
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