On the mounds they build and how the sea washes them away.

[delraith]

So, I have trust issues. That isn't precisely ground-breaking. These issues are not the mundane trust issues but the emotional ones. These walls have been growing taller in relation to my human folk. There was a decline about the era whence I lived with my crazy extended family, severed ties with Toni, and got arrested. My remained tattered human

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[orod_riel]

Hi guys,

Just a quick note for now. I will come back and write more after class, tonight. Class - a bright happiness for me.

Firstly, I am here. I may just be a voice in the dark, but I call you friends. And that doesn't change. No matter what. Even if I get run over by a bus on the way to class, this afternoon, she who is me will remain close by you. You are not alone. That is an extremely strange thing to say to you who are never alone, but there it is. I am gyakusetsu.
My friendship is the best gift I can give you both.
Do not forget it when the foolishness of others threatens to tear open the earth.

On another matter, I want to thank you for helping me see part of my current condition. No, you didn't do anything specific, except be your amazing selves. The realization arose while reading your posts. Arigato goziamasu. Later on that.

Got to take care of some biness and finish my homework.
Later,
~ Ren

[orod_riel]

Hey,

Class went well. I'm close to a stupor, so I will try writing, again, ashita.
~ Ren

[delraith]

Close to a stupor? Hmm... I wonder what the implications of such a thing are. Are you sneakily putting down someone in near vicinity? Or could it even be a place?

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Well cool, glad we were able to get you an epiphany however it came about.

Oh and, sometimes you say very nice words, so I must counter arigato goziamasu, honto ni arigato.

[lightning_seeds]

My dear son, I want to acknowledge what happened with us when you came back from Arizona, and that I totally dropped the ball and did not act in a way which was helpful or supportive of you. I also want to put out the offer that if you want to talk about it, and tell us what it was like for you, and see if it is possible to do some late repair work around it, I am totally willing to do so.

I just recently came back to LJ, so many of these posts of yours went unread as they were being written. I am awed and amazed at your writing, your insight, your ruthless self-honesty. Thank you so much for being in my world.

I do love you. It is imperfect, and I have fallen short many times, yet the deepest truth remains that I love you from the center of my soul, and I will always be willing to walk with you through my mistakes and the scars they have left, even as I am making more mistakes. And anything else you may need me to walk through with you.