so today i almost quit.

[delson]

for showcase, the second years backed me up and requested that i get to be an asm. they have faith in me and i appreciate it more than they know. and i hope they can at least read this and get a hint of this. they tried ot help me out and i like it. it's nice to know that at least some people have some respect for me and the work i do, at least

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[doomslippers]

hey. keep things in perspective. will this matter in six months?

will it matter?

[delson]

probably not, but will i remember it and still think it's bullshit, yes. will it still upset me to knwo that the faculty had/has no faith in me, yes. no it on't matter to anyone really, at least not anyone to me...and maybe the faculty, cause i am going to come back next year and prove every single one of them wrong, and even if i never get another shot stage managing at all, i'll make their lives hell. i plan to make them feel so guilty and stupid about what hapened today that they think twice in the future about counting somone out so quickly. and not by doing anything to them, but by working as hard as i possible can, doing every bit of extra work i can do, i will go that extra mile, and i will make them regret their actions. truth be told, i have not been doing my best work here, i have slacked off, and i have dicked around. next year, they will meet a different delson, a professional mother fucker. i will work harder, faster and i will show them that i want it more than anyone. if they don't accept that, fuck them, i'll do it for

just so you know....

[bwaygeek]

i'm royally pissed off about this whole thing...when we started making decisions about assignments, basically the first one was you as asm because we knew you'd do the job well and it was what you wanted to do. it's unfair to us that they gave us the power to make these decisions and then change them without reason, and it's unfair to you that you get screwed out of what you should be allowed to do. i know that we will fight for you with everything we've got and if they don't listen...let's just say dempsey's gonna hear things from my mouth that no living soul has ever heard pass from my lips! please don't take this whole thing too much to heart, and don't let it depress you because it's not worth it. you know you're a good stage manager, we know you're a good stage manager, and just because there is someone at pcpa who a complete bastard, you shouldn't let it get to you!!
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[butterflylark]

I think I've talked to nearly every person involved in that change, I've been working on seeing what can be done. All of us have faith in you and know that you will get the chance to shine even if it is not us who gets to help you show them what you can do.
Don't take what they say and consider it law, everything here can be changed and people form way too many opinions. Especially people in higher places.
I'll try to keep you posted on the happenings.