i have in no way any hard feelings toward heather hogan at all. i still have the utmost respect for her. my rant yesterday was not directed to her in any way, it may have come across like that, but i was upset and i needed someone to blame. for what it's worth, i understand completely, i just wasn't the best for the job. i cannot be mad at her or ( Read more... )

i would just like to re-iterate, when someone writes something on here, they know who is going to see it, they know. and it is not meant to be seen by the people that they didn't send it to. so once again, just don't fucking tell people what other people write about them on here. some people, like me, use this as one of their venting grounds. i am ( Read more... )

that's right, i say goodbye to pcpa, for the summer at least. after having been left out to dry, i have decided to accept a position in santa maria, at srt as the burbank supervisor. i think it's what is best for me, i just need to get the heck out of here. i really do, i need a break from this place, get back to a place where they actually respect ( Read more... )

so today i found out that any and all efforts to impress the stage managers, to further myself have turned up to be worth nothing. today i asked heather if they had made any headway regarding the summer, cause last week she said that they were all stressed and working on it. when i asked her, he response was " you should talk to paul, i think he ( Read more... )

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Can anyone explain to me why nothing i ever do is good enough?
just seems to always end that way.

done

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Just so everyonw knows, If for the next little while i seem a bit down and under the weather, it's because my favorite aunt, Aunt Loy, dies last night. kinda bummed. She was only 40, smoked since she was 12, makes you think twice about lighting up another smoke huh? Heard about it five minutes before go time for our first preview, went inside and ( Read more... )

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So i went to the bon fire with everyone, and only the peple that read this, ewell i guess you guys, were there and onyl they know how i am feeling inside. i still don't know why i am feeling this way, and although many people argued with me, especialy erin, i got her to swear at me, and i wasn't even trying to. but i still feel that way. but i am ( Read more... )