well, guys...im off to mississippi again for another fun-filled 80 degree christmas! i'll miss all y'all. sorry to you guys who i didnt see much this quarter. things were kindof a wreck. hope to see you more next year. have a same and happy holiday!

much love.

oh savannah. what an interesting little town you are. how is it in a town so big there can be so little to do? oy.

need to clean my house up. im just feeling REALLY down lately. bleh. i think im getting a cold. im such an angsty teen deep down. who wants fettucini with red and yellow bell peppers? i feel like having a dinner party. i want to cuddle. im going home on wednesday. yay.

hey guys....my cell got stolen...AGAIN. if y'all could, please give me ur numbers again. im stranded and friend-less without my cell, since i dont tend to memorize numbers.

half way thru my usual nightcap of creme de menthe and vodka. im really upset most of the time lately, but instead of wallowing in it, ive been spending a lot of time trying to figure it out...rationalize it. had a conversation with a few people lately on the same topic...relationships. and to all ive talked to ive tried to explain. to both ( Read more... )

well, i survived another year of life...now im 22. its actually kinda scary. i dont wanna be getting older when i still feel like i havent really done anything. o well : o/

i guess ive just decided i dont know what love is. or how to express it or how to accept it. or how to let go of it or make it start for that matter. i want to be one of those people who is happy by themselves. but i also want to be happy with someone else. i want to love but am scared of what may come of it. mlech! thats all i can say about ( Read more... )

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ugh. i wish i could go to sleep tonight with someone in my arms. my bed has never felt bigger.

You most resemble Marlon Brando


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