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Feb 27, 2009 02:01

I AM A FAGGOT.So I'm lying in bed trying to sleep. AND SUDDENLY START THINKING ABOUT DEATH, LIKE I DO ( Read more... )

i miss my mum, im a twat im a twat im a twat, family, i am a hueg fgt, fuck fuck fuck, bawwwwwwwww

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zazzy February 27 2009, 02:34:26 UTC
/sends hugs ;_____;

I used to have similar problems back when I had trouble controlling my anxiety. I hope you feel better and sleep well. I know we don't really talk anymore, but if you need someone to talk to, I've got your back. ♥

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tea_and_opium February 27 2009, 06:41:39 UTC
i worry about death as well. i was given that default idea that God exists and there's Heaven and Hell and all that (born into a Catholic family) but i've come to realise that...well...the Bible is a load of bullshit. :| i see it as no more than an over-glorified collection of a sort of Aesop's Fables written by man, not God.

unfortunately, lacking actual religious belief sucks, and i've come to fear the afterlife as i don't believe in any certain idea of it. i do believe that souls pass on, as i've had experiences with ghosts. -hides from skeptics- still, it doesn't quite do the trick.

the one idea that freaks me out the most? that i'm going to die some day. that notion scares me to death (pun not intended). ;; -flail-

yay, unhelpful comment is unhelpful. :'D

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chinesethorn February 27 2009, 17:33:41 UTC
I think we all want to hang on to what is familiar to us. Parents become our comfort zone and we don't want to lose that. Because there's too much uncertainty if we lose it. And parents in particular allow us a degree of immaturity, since we know they'll be there to catch us when we fall and take care of many 'adult' responsibilities.

Your mind is probably telling you to call your parents and grandparents. Tell them you love them, no matter how gay it is. :) You'll sleep better after ♥

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