i ripped up a picture of you today, and im not quite sure why ( Read more... )

Ohhh, Lifeeeee ( Read more... )

I don't understand. Why...I do things.

Why I am the way I am. Is this really me? Am I this stupid? Am I this dumb?

You ever feel like everything you've ever done was a mistake, and that you're not sure of anything anymore? That you don't even want to open your mouth and speak your mind, because in your heart you know that if you do indeed say what ( Read more... )

Here I Go Again

Remember way back in the past when my entries were like, 6 pages long? Let's try that again, because I'm trying to get my writing juices flowing for this english paper, and for some reason I can't get anything started. Even though it's creative writing and that's normally a breeze to me...

So, what have I been up to?

Well, if you ( Read more... )

This might have been one of the worst days of my life.

I leave for Vegas tomorrow. You won't miss me.

Stolen from Sarah in an attempt to make myself feel better ( Read more... )

Tomorrow: NYC Drama Trip (Show: Lion King<3 (even though I've already seen it there...))

Next Weds: Salt Lake City for...4 days?

Sometime in November: Vegas for...5 days? (WHAT'S THIS CELINE DION?!?!!<3)

December: Edward Scissorhans Ballet in DC

December: BSO Show

Spring Trip: Atlanta for...3 days?

Spring: NYC Dance Trip (Show: The Drowsy...something.)

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Bruised, Broken, Bleeding....

The show must go on

The show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking. My make-up may be flaking but my smile, still, stays on...

Whatever happens? We leave it all to chance. Another heartache. Another failed romance. On and on! Does anybody know what we are living for?

The show must go on

The show must go on

Inside my heart is ( Read more... )

It's funny, Kim.
"Why do both of you have to be heartbroken?
Why does it always have to end on bad terms?
Why, oh why, do you feel that the only way you can show that the relationship meant anything is if you're MISERABLE when it ends?
The sadness you show is not equal to the love you felt.
What I find saddest is that you have lost a friend in him if ( Read more... )

Realization Hit

It hit me in the hallway today, ran right into my face.

There he was, with a smile and a nod and a wave.

And it hit me, after catching his eye,

that I had been fooled.

I thought I had been part of something special.

Something...special.

It wasn't.

Perhaps it never was. Ever.

Why, oh why, do I think, that these things are ( Read more... )