scared

Mar 06, 2005 09:03

I'm just terrified. Today I go "view" him before the cremation. I don't know why I'm so scared. I guess because it's the last time I'm ever going to see him again in my whole life and I want to make the most of my 5 minutes. Also because I hate cremation. It's always really creeped me out and I know there's no reason for it, but I'm just scared, ( Read more... )

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plantboy March 6 2005, 16:02:06 UTC
I'm sorry I can't make it to the viewing today. I tried really hard to switch shifts but the only way that would have worked would have been to come in at 5am tomorrow morning to cover for the person covering me if I would have left.... I don't know if that makes sense. My heart and mind will be with you however, it always is.

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herownlagoon March 6 2005, 16:13:35 UTC
i'll be thinking of you today. veiwings have always been really creepy for me. i try to remember that that's not really the person laying there, it's their earthly shell and their spirit is somewhere better.

hope that helps, and if it pissed you off, i'm sorry.

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cutiebearkatie March 6 2005, 16:14:58 UTC
Madelyn,
I don't know what to say. Be strong. I'm thinking about you, as are so many of us on glitter. Just remember how much you love him. and that's what matters.

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mylushlife March 6 2005, 16:19:45 UTC
I would be scared too. I am sorry you have to go through all this. That you have to feel this, I mean.

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nataxia March 6 2005, 16:36:29 UTC
I'll be thinking about you. You're a strong girl. I am just so so sorry this had to happen. Much love and hugs your way.

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