Have you ever loved someone so much your current life is past flashes of smiles with them and you try to push the memories away but its impossible to get rid of them. When your life revolves around just hearing their name or lookin at pictures of them and nothing can make you feel full until you can hear from them. And the least you can do for ( Read more... )

the holidays take on a nightmarish quality.
Memories of past joys and traditions shared
with you
just tug at my heart.
i would rather run and hide rather than join in any fucking holiday cheer.

I get so sick feeling every time I think about it. The happiness of it and the lack now of it. In my head I see us sleeping, laughing, squirming, holding, and I want it back so fucken bad I cant even explain it cause I see this in my head and I get sick to my stomache sick in regret of how good I once had it. I love you babe and theres nothing I ( Read more... )

to see if you really love someone ( Read more... )

i won't ever be happy again

When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

poor livejournal! you must get lonely! i only go to your page once a year these days!

Regretful it's the time of year for letting go ( Read more... )

school sucks
im not gonna make it through

i feel like i was jipped of my summer

One fine summer day Alysha got this furious rash that made the areas around her eyes look like they were about to explode ( Read more... )