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Feb 10, 2010 23:29

Life UPDATE!!!!

Bambi is recovering nicely from his hospital stay. Even the few weeks I've been around him again, I can tell he's improving and feeling more like himself. I've really missed hanging out with him; so, I'm loving the restart of school's hockey club.

Boyfriend and I are for the most part good I guess. We've been hitting some snags recently, and tempers have flared with hurt feeling on both ends. But in the end, I think we're eh...okay.

I'm not too happy with the Predators. Well, I'm happy RIGHT NOW due to a win that we needed, but as for play as of late, not so much. Last night's game didn't happen by the way. I'm blacking it out from my memory and erasing all record of it.

School's going pretty well. My US History II class which I thought would be hard is turning out to be pretty simple, but my speech class is turning out to be WAAAAAAY more work than I think it remotely should be. Everything else is turning out as planned. So, while there may be will be panicked "I'm gonna FAIL!" attacks towards midterms and finals, I'll be fine.

I don't remember who it was and I have a sneaking suspicion that it might have been nearly everyone, but somewhere I heard that, if you study really well and don't make a lot of money, strangers will pay for your college. Well, it isn't true. I make a 4.0 and no money, and I fill out my Fasfa early and apply for scholarship. I've gotten nothing except HOPE thus far.

Seriously, my sister got a full ride and then dropped out. My cousins all got quite a bit of money and then lost it due to grades. There are countless acquaintances of mine that struggle to hang onto really, really good scholarships. Yet, I do all the steps that I know of and get really good grades and get nothing. Who do I have to blow to get some help over here?

I don't want it to sound like I just want people to hand me money, because I am willing to work. I just can't find a job right now, and since I know supposedly money is out there for people like me, I would like some of it.

Today is my older sister's birthday. I got her some make-up since I really don't know what she would want; we just aren't as close as we were before everything.

Lacey is really adorable, but she is a selfish, little thing. I think she is so freaking cute, but honestly, I watch her and see every reason never to have a child of my own.

Thaaaaaaaaaaaaat's life, I think. Maybe that's all of it. Oh, well. I'll be around.

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