saw this dude on the street car today. want to draw him ( Read more... )

so im walking through the streets when i first get here doing the strollie stroll. and i find a key, looks like a hotel key type deal with the number 122 on it . stupid dumb tourist, so i keep it to spite. then later on once a secure a home completely different area im walking an i find the same key, im like what the fuck ! so i take it home ( Read more... )

KINDA REALLY REALLY AMPED! every aug in new orleans they have the event called Southern Decadence! and holy fucking shit this is going to be balls to the god dam walls crazy! im jsut going to sit back and enjoy every fucking show i can. hopefully lick everything i can and jsut loose it . i really wish i had someone to be here with but whatever. ( Read more... )

i think ive pretty well go the year planned out out out , i have my plans and i know that they must be set inmotion. la was jsut the camp ground for a bigger site . it is a chance to be organized outside of the whirlpool. ive been reading great brilliant books and keeping my door open at night and letting the heat and the bands flow in . i wake and ( Read more... )

im a lil distressed. naw fuck that im upset but i new it would happen i was setting myself up for defeat getting hooked on someone who really prolly wasnt hooked on me , but yo eyes dont lie and i read well. but i was leaving and truthfuly i could do nothing else but leave. what the fuck wouldi have given them had i stayed. fuct morals. minimal ( Read more... )

so here iam in the dirty south insome internetcafe.shit is weirddownhere.i guess itjsutseems weirdbecauseitsnotctandeverythingthat ivenknowforjustaboutforever.imlookingforjobswhichisgoingtobepromissingbecausethsishitiscomposedoffoodanddrinkwhichimasterverywell.butasfarasfindingaplacetostaythatsanotherthing. ( Read more... )

its good to here that others minds drift off into fuct realms that the mear fact we concive them make us feel slightyl fuct. i had dreams as such alst night , but of course the day has erased them but they involved my mother. mainly because im making consious desisions to avoid her. i know i know im a whore who burns in hell and gets fuct in the ( Read more... )

tonite i am alone./ for many reasons people tell me they get me . feel me, realize me place here. but they dont . it mostly words to get me to a point. inside of that i cry myself to sleep. i roam these feilds endlessly , searching for elevated understanding. to no avail. tonite i go to sleep numb, and uncommon. nobody shall respond ( Read more... )

so now i havent updated in years it seems, not like really anyonnnnnnnnnnne is watching to those who are watching. anyway or at any rate ( Read more... )

so tis 140 in the am . got out of the bar, chilled with the heads. but ont his nighti made out with three people. this being easy walking them to there destinations. but needing a kiss to seal the moment. i girl two guys. decent night. . kissses good. but now . COMPLETELTY horeny as i rty to sleep. i cant i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed more. theres no one ( Read more... )