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[dementedchild]

i get soo tired of being alone...i know it's only been a little over a month....but it feels like longer...everyone tells me to just pick a grrl and ask 'em out until i find someone i actually wanna be with...but i just can't do that... i would be playin' with someone's emotions...i couldn't do it

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[vampirevioletta]

i know exactly how you feel. i think about that all the time, how everyone likes to talk to me just because it makes them feel better, cuz i always seem to be upbeat and crazy and make em laugh. but i'm so tired of hiding how distant i am from everyone. cuz i know if i show how i really feel, everyone'll be all up in my shit and ask me questions and tell em till i'm back to fakin it so they don't ask me anymore.. and the sex thing, i hate it. when i tell people i'm gay, guys are like 'ooo make out with that chick!' its like 'wtf thats like telling you to go make out with a girl, theres no difference, except i'm a girl. sex is so overrated.. if you wanna talk, IM me on AIM - vampirevioletta. dun be shy

[dementedchild]

yeah....guyz are totally stupid...that's why i don't date them. i mean...i think the top 2 best reactions i had from telling my friends i was gay was #1 Anthony told me he was taking me to Pizza Hut so we could eat dinner and check out grrls together.. #2 Matt said "Yeah,so? ..... What's the drug of choice for tonight?" yep...
but back to the point....i always get guys askin' me "so how do 2 grrls have sex??" it's like.uhmm...duh...have you heard of oral sex??