Depressed

[dementeddanimal]

Who are my real friends? do i even have any anymore? I know im annoying, and difficult to handle at times, but all-in-all, thats not the worst qualities in 'friends' and i know i have some of the best. Most of the people im friendly with, are only playing the part because im around, its kind of nessary. All of the friends i dont see anymore, dont

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hmm an interesting quandry

[dragon_eye]

well, i guess you never really know who your true friends are until you are in a bind...or dead. i guess everyone has their own definition of friendship so you kinda have to take the type of friendship that they give you. it may not always be the kind of friendship you would like and it may contradict with the kind of friend you would be but sometimes you just have to take on faith that people are your friends. there are two quotes i like to think of when in such a dilemma. "champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends." and "I am Martin Longbow, enemy to no man who would be my friend." friendship comes in many forms my good man, "do unto others..." and you can never go wrong.

[desert_flower]

i wish i could be there and honestly by actions show u how true is my friendship with u. but one thing i can say without any hesitation or doubt: i can always keep atleast one finger firmly up on my hand when i count my friends, because of you. thank you dan. for all your love, care, affections and all in all friendship.
luv-fats

ok dan

[lowiebear]

i hope you dont question our friendship

seriously

Re: ok dan

[dementeddanimal]

I dont low, but ive been really depressed recently and i really dont hear from you much. Im not saying your not busy, or that im not busy, and im not even saying that i make more of an effort than you, nothing like that, i just feel out of touch. almost like its a different world, and at times, although i know your there for me, i dont feel comfortable just calling you up with more problems. i mean, i know i can, and its no thing, but it seems that i talk to you so little, that i dont want to throw my problems on you the only times we do talk, i wnat it to be happy, to bring you up not bring you down. And most of that is directed towards other people who say they are my friends, those in tallahassee. I dont even talk to justin anymore, i think you and tiff still do. probably more than i talk to you. You know, i asked you if you were free this weekend, if you were going to be around and if you would like me to visit this weekend, a friend of mine lives in orlando and is going home, i left it in a IM box wednesday, but i still havent