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a) i think its bizarre how much LJ used to be apart of everyones lives, and now... it just isnt. but, i think looking back on this bitch is hilarious. think of how many fights have occurred because of this website ( Read more... ) -
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I realize I'm depressed. And I haven't been able to pinpoint why until this morning. I thought it had to do with Maddie and some of our relationship changes/expanding. But when I would actually stop and really think. It didn't make sense. I wasn't upset. Some worries of course. That's what change creates. A little. But while I was work this ( Read more... ) -
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i'd rather feel lost than mediocre ( Read more... ) -
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i dont know who i am ( Read more... ) -
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what do i want to be when i grow up... i thought i knew. -
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what am i doing with myself? why does my brain work like this? it is such a self deprivating way to think at times... i dont know how other people can just do one thing and be content. i'm dying here. i hate it. not all the time. but today? absolutely. there are so many things i want to try and do. but here i am. being asked by an institution to ( Read more... ) -
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So my uncle died today. Almost an hour ago actually. It's... Strange. It isn't how I expected to feel about it. Rapist, child molestor, and abuser. A man I wanted to shoot in the head when I was about 11. A man I had to tell a court room and a judge I was scared of when my sister and I got orders of protections against him. I thought I would feel ( Read more... ) -
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so i picked this contemporary aria for my voice lessons called 'Lonely House'. When I told Dawn Harris I wanted to do it she told me she thought it was way too advanced for me but I could look at it if I wanted to. It only goes up to a B, but the song is supposed to sound really classical. So, yesterday I sang it for her in my lesson with the ( Read more... ) -
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I may suck at a lot of things... But, I have always been able to self reflect and decide if I was off track or not.
I'm off track. I feel like I don't sing anymore. I'm stuck, I hate school... But, I'll fix it.