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Actualization Pt. II, Choices...
As one chapter is seen to its end, the next prepares for beginning. The universe gifts me with time and solitude, enough to learn, if forcefully, who I am and what I am about, in determining the shape of which subsequent chapters will begin ( Read more... ) -
actualization pt. I
There is a tangible relationship between my body and mind... the lightness of a lover's kiss or the gripping inside of my stomach are signals... how I interpret them is up to me but they exist, all the same. I know my mind contains the ability to transcend any reality but in some ways, chooses to remain in a prison ( Read more... ) -
Learning...
Funny how life is always shape-shifting and how the mind manifests its reality through thought. In my philosophy of human nature class I remember debating over whether people's lives and regular everyday thoughts and patterns of interaction are influenced by little pieces of our experience. Although this seems obvious to me, at least two people ( Read more... ) -
bittersweet symphony
I still think about this journal intermittently, as a catalogue of my life that now appears to be missing huge chunks ( Read more... ) -
Deprogramming...
I am going through something. I also note that the month of March is always one of introspection for me as many of my life's events are rooted in that month, I note also my one year moving anniversary, difficult to believe I have been back in the 'hood for an entire year already ( Read more... ) -
I am a Worthy Woman...
While this blog is a work in progress; I certainly haven't written anything that wasn't school-related in light years ( Read more... ) -
Priorities
Christmas can most definitely signify an interesting as well as important time of reflection for people. My personal Christmas is a morning/afternoon/evening spent with my daughters, watching them opening the gifts I bought them in bright-eyed excitement, having that fresh morning coffee, and cooking their breakfast. For me, Christmas day is THE ( Read more... ) -
freewrite
That which
should be thought
should be felt
should be valued
what should be correct
overzealous
undermined
enchanted...
minds of one kind
doublethinking
crossdressing
together
their shared meanings
are our secrets
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tales from the rubberband...
She doesn't know how much farther she can stretch without altogether snapping in two ( Read more... ) -
the search for clarity...
Doing a lot of thinking.... working on reconciling thoughts/feelings...going back and forth often in processes where I am sad/discontented/angry; trying to figure out what my values are, and ranking them simultaneously in efforts to strike the perfect balances that define me; that make sense for me ( Read more... )