New School Year

Aug 28, 2007 17:08

I'm trying to find the words to describe the muddle of feelings my conciousness is going through ( Read more... )

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buddhabuddy38 August 29 2007, 02:40:41 UTC
I know the feeling. And just remember, even if you're growing apart/friend's new friends. I dunno what to tell you. I guess tell them. I mean, its all part of growing up.

If you've become annoyed by me, I'd want you to say it. But thats just me personally.

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deminllama August 29 2007, 21:53:52 UTC
It's not so much growing apart.. as people I know are growing UP while I remain a child. Kinda wierd, because I still love them/am attached to them but they seem to be becoming someone else (whom I still love).. hard to describe. Bleh.

And to tell the truth, I kinda really suck at being honest with people who are annoying me. But don't worry, (and I AM being honest now) you aren't annoying me. In fact, no one is annoying me this year. At the end of last year everyone was getting on my nerves, but I think I was very frazzled with finals and everything.

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veronicky August 29 2007, 11:49:21 UTC
DO YOU REMEMBER FRESHMAN/SOPHOMORE YEAR? WHEN WE SAT ON JACQUI'S COUCH AND SLEPT OVER AND WATCHED RAVE TO THE GRAVE? DO YOU REMEMBER THAT FEELING THAT WE JUST CAN'T SEEM TO CREATE ANYMORE? Here is that word: cvbhjgftkl;. ..uh, you can figure out how to pronounce that.

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deminllama August 29 2007, 21:56:48 UTC
JA, I KNOW. I THINK ME AND B-BABY FIGURED IT OUT IN W&W.

Because all the freshman and stuff seem so eager and excited and having fun, but we're just like Bleh. I think it's because at the beginning of high school, you still have a purpose in life. (Like, to finish high school) but now that high school is (almost) done with, we don't have a purpose. Because it's a shifting of phases and we're going to have to do something different. And (me and B esp.) don't know what that something different IS even. So we're just wallowing in a sea of purposelessness. So we're not as psyched about everything.

BUT I GUESS WE CAN STILL HAVE FUN AND STUFF, RIGHT?

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