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I feel like this all over again (not the part about Jackee, the last part.)
I've done a lot of friend hopping over the years.
Kate and Ilyssa
no pictures on the comp but whatever
MuRR and crew
(this group has too many pictures so I'll just post these)
Youth Group kids
Some Seaford kids
Vickie
Gillian's house girls
Some other show dudes
Jill Katy Cantos etc
Big huge dumb group of people who I barely talked to
Babylon Girls
Pat and Sarah
Jeremy
I need.. a home.
This is way too much changing for me.
Sarah keeps avoiding me and I don't want to complain about it in my livejournal but I can't get her attention any other way so, yeah. I don't really get what I did but for some reason that's what's happening and whatever, at first I thought I was jumping to conclusions but whenever I say I need to talk to her she deliberately ignores it so I'm pretty convinced she doesn't want to talk to me anymore or something, I don't know.
I feel like all I have now is my boyfriend and I never wanted that to happen. I never wanted my boyfriend to become top priority or ONLY priority for that matter. I know this isn't my fault. I know I'm making the effort. Whatever.
I kind of want to start another new journal because this one is filled with complaining and whatever.
I feel like this all over again (not the part about Jackee, the last part.)
I've done a lot of friend hopping over the years.
Kate and Ilyssa
no pictures on the comp but whatever
MuRR and crew
(this group has too many pictures so I'll just post these)
Youth Group kids
Some Seaford kids
Vickie
Gillian's house girls
Some other show dudes
Jill Katy Cantos etc
Big huge dumb group of people who I barely talked to
Babylon Girls
Pat and Sarah
Jeremy
I need.. a home.
This is way too much changing for me.
Sarah keeps avoiding me and I don't want to complain about it in my livejournal but I can't get her attention any other way so, yeah. I don't really get what I did but for some reason that's what's happening and whatever, at first I thought I was jumping to conclusions but whenever I say I need to talk to her she deliberately ignores it so I'm pretty convinced she doesn't want to talk to me anymore or something, I don't know.
I feel like all I have now is my boyfriend and I never wanted that to happen. I never wanted my boyfriend to become top priority or ONLY priority for that matter. I know this isn't my fault. I know I'm making the effort. Whatever.
I kind of want to start another new journal because this one is filled with complaining and whatever.