Rediscover yourself in the fate you'll have created after understatements fall off faster than the wonder faded out by the recline of abysmal skies, smother something moreflameful than yourself this time: a moment lost in space, this time: a moment's scar, marring its face (this time: several more perspectives on Life). Line us up in shapes,like ( Read more... )

we sit here playing chess and drinking vodka, smoking out of water-bongs.

and thinking about our lives, listening to rap.

big l, non-phixion, gravediggaz, 2pac, jedi mind tricks.

i haven't really slept much this morning. started to lay down around 7ish. i think i got a couple hours of sleep, kept waking up. i stay thinking about amy, and how i feel about her. relationships throw you hardballs, its crazy. but i guess after one too many hardballs, you need to just quit it. memories are the biggest bitch... and desires. ( Read more... )

conversation and insight. the differences between people, and interpretations ( Read more... )

Everything i've gotten a chance to read by Camus never seems to let me down. Analyzing rebellion: metaphysical rebellion, historical rebellion. This is not even about anarchy or social philosophy, this is pretty much an objective analysis on the concept of rebellion. I feel like its as objective as someone like Camus can get about anything, and its ( Read more... )

how to literate a catastrophe... its like sewing thread through water. vodka, harmony, friendships, paranoia, alienation, incognance, weed smoke, cigarettes, cigarettes AND cigars, cooking, betrayal, risk, sacrifice, stupor, being, being drunk... wastin days, but not really wasting them. being the target of punishment. opposition ( Read more... )

it entered as an icicle would

like a prick, cold... pushing out but frozen

zones had flattened outward, rubbed with my inner body, made my stomache warm.

forget about that, lets remember the facts

as long as i'm alive, i'm a live illegal

coppin a sickness