Comments | demon_angel_666: In Response To Mathew:

demon_angel_666

In Response To Mathew:

Sep 08, 2007 17:25

To start with those ARE not opinions those are facts and yeah you should be suprised because there is a lot more to me than you give me credit for... If you ever bothered to talk to me properly for a change you might have noticed but whatever this is a waste of time and bullshit but you responded and so shall I! Has for the world you are the only ( Read more... )

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orangevz September 8 2007, 18:05:52 UTC

oh thats such a lovely response Sill I see you actually put time and effort into what you said hmm no you didn't why cause it the same shift as always look at yourself ina mirror and then come talk to me. I have sat here for hours with you listening to you trying to help you you don't want help Sil you have said it before and you will sayit again so fuck that noise.2 sorry I had a life and people that would need me I am not on 24/7 just cause I am signed in don't mean I am here ok sometimes I am out living my life not stuck behind a computer. And yeah you exhausted the fuck out of my desire to help you you dumb bitch. I spent hours listening to you at least I could be calmed down you just get so wrapped up for weeks and years it been years of hearing the same fucking thing. "Oh x this and X that and he is a liar but he is the only one for me and I am nothing and will never be anything without some guy in my life" Stop running your mouth about things you have no idea about. You say it is facts you say you have gtrown wow Sill you can ( ... )

orangevz September 8 2007, 18:06:13 UTC

1 last point on the pot you bitch but it has given me amazing insight into my own life and how I am living it and what I am saying sdoing and all the shit life throws at us at 500 kms/hr. SOmtimes you need that time for personal reflection, to sit back and just absorb things to just let it sink it to connect the dots. Sorry if my attitude of trying to enjoy what I have, you know Sill I lost everything you can't say that. Can you say you lived on the streets? Can you say you were broke and penniless and hungry for days on end? Can you say there was no one to help you to get you back on your feet? No I did that myself, I had to lay down myself and accept sometimes I need help that maybe there is a problem with me. You know only so many people can have a prioblem with you before it isn't them it is you. So Maybe just maybe that is something you should think about and take some personal reflection time ok. Also it isn't like I have ever told you to smoke pot or tried to pressure you it is my personal choice and decision I went through ( ... )

well.. riskykel13 September 9 2007, 03:03:30 UTC

well i've been reading this with sum amusment and wasn't going to bother but my name was mentioned so without taking sides here....matty sent me the whole convosation he had with you i'd be glad to send a copy to you if u wanna read over it? like i said i been down that road of people sayin crap behind my back and yeah i know we talked this over and what not but its been brought back up so...i don't blame matty for showing me, he was being honest with me, coz like i told you, you coulda taken it up with me and blah...i mean i had a right to know and if you never said any of it then we wouldn't of had that trouble so its not his fault im not mad at him and not mad at you just needed to put my big nose in again LOL just coz i can!

Re: well.. demon_angel_666 September 18 2007, 00:18:47 UTC

This had just has much to do with you, so I don't mind you 'sticking your nose in'. I know I was guilty of what people precevied has me talking behind your back but I just needed a vent, didn't mean half the shit I said and whatever but whats done is done and we moved on from that... perhaps a lil hurt and scarred but... shit I can't take it back all you need to know is it is something I wouldnt have done if I wasnt in a mood... frusterated and all... but non of that ,matters.. I thought I was talking to a friend FRIEND... in confidence... Has long has I still have my best friend... thats all that matters! I Love you Ke4l, you are my one and only best friend, and will be forever.

Re: well.. riskykel13 September 26 2007, 08:25:02 UTC

we just has a puta format yet again...but anyway best friend...i have a best friend that doesn't want to tell me stuff just coz of the way "i feel" or its coz u hate the truth or just don't want to listen to what i have to say...i love this brick wall that has been put up in front of me and it seems to have a magic button that keeps pushing me away when all i've ever done is be a friend that doesn't want to see you make a bad choice in ur life! i mean it seems ur chasin a guy who is married and about to have a kid and by what i herd is about to go to jail! and u say that bayne knows where u stand and all so he is ok with u tellin X to get in ur bed and all that i mean u say u love bayne but ur actually IN LOVE with x who is telling you one thing and telling his wife another! and ur getting so caught up in his crap that its just sucked you right in yet again! its words on a screen and yes i know how easily u can lose urself in that but now i think about it, it really has no meaning unless they are actually in front of you looking in ( ... )

Life Sux... demon_angel_666 September 27 2007, 01:57:18 UTC

I know how you feel about it and thats what makes it hard to talk to you about it... I can tell from what you said... there is a limited knowledge to what you know... and yeah he is about to go to gaol and have a kid and sure he is married... But it ain't the way he wants it and it never was... She knows enough but when she cries than.. hes too soft but he was about to leave her the other night and... shit I am not sure I wanna think about all this... the bed thing was a joke between us... Umm.. If this wasn't reality I wouldn't have been chasin it for 6 years... and this time I wasn't the one doing the chasin I told myself I was over him and than I realised how can I when I have never loved anyone in my life like I love him... I wouldn't dare do anything unless he was here or I was there... Maybe it will be maybe it wont... But I need your support here plz has my best friend... you might be looking out for me and all but... Like I couldn't make you do anything... could only be there for you and thats all I ask... cause there is a ( ... )

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