Comments | demon_hall: this sucks

demon_hall

this sucks

Jul 09, 2003 11:04

I'm wandering again, but I have so little energy left that I'm just shuffling along, still wrapped up in that green blanket that reminds me of Nick's eyes. I haven't slept since the night he was taken from me, I haven't eaten, I haven't drank anything. Nick would probably smack me if he saw how badly I'm taking care of myself. That thought makes ( Read more... )

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angel_sean July 9 2003, 10:10:35 UTC

*looking extremely haggard and covered in blood*

They put him in an observation room.

demon_hall July 9 2003, 10:19:29 UTC

*gapes*

*looks around, then starts talking quickly*

Where? Can I see him? Is he alright?

*rattles off a bunch more questions*

protectorlee July 9 2003, 10:20:03 UTC

*whispers to Sean*

You do realize you're covered in blood, right?

Re: angel_sean July 9 2003, 10:22:56 UTC

Oh.

*looks down*

I...I...*stares at his hands that are covered in blood*

Nick is being kept in Observation Room 4, Chris can see him, just don't wake him up.

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demon_nick July 10 2003, 11:27:40 UTC

*vehemently*

You were not the one that started this!

Re: demon_hall July 10 2003, 11:30:37 UTC

*quietly*

I went on my knees for Viggo my first day in Hell, and when I tried to pull away, he made me finish. I did start this.

*hugs you tightly, still crying softly*

Just please don't leave me. I'm sorry. I love you so much, I was going nuts while you were gone, ask Angel Sean.

demon_nick July 10 2003, 11:34:34 UTC

*shudders as you mention his name*

It's not your fault... You... You... He forced you. And if it's your fault for that then ... then it's my fault for... him doing what he did...

*pales*

It's not my fault is it?

Re: demon_hall July 10 2003, 11:36:42 UTC

*winces*

No, Nick, no, it's not your fault. I take it back, I didn't start it, it just happened, please don't think it's your fault, you didn't start it, please don't think that...

*Fuck, what'd I do?*

*hugs you tightly*

I love you so much.

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demon_nick July 12 2003, 07:48:58 UTC

*rolls over*

Don't want to talk about.

Re: demon_hall July 12 2003, 07:49:58 UTC

*rolls you back over to face him*

Please don't do that.

Can I tell you what happened to me? When I felt like you were there?

Re: demon_nick July 12 2003, 07:56:22 UTC

*sighs*

*looks over at you and nods*

/Ok/

Re: demon_hall July 12 2003, 08:00:45 UTC

*sighs*

/I was wandering around, because I needed to get out of Sean's rooms. I'd been in there since they brought me up here, and I just needed out. So I was walking around, wrapped up in this fleecy blanket that was the same color as your eyes, and I found the theater. I went inside and was looking around, and they have the constellations painted up on the ceiling. Made me think of the night with the popsicles. Then I decided that I wanted to sing, so I got what I needed and starting singing "Waking Up Beside You", and everything I was singing kept reminding me of things we've done together. When the song finished, my knees gave out and I sat down on the stage and started crying. Then it felt like you were holding me, like you were cuddling me and wiping my tears away, and it hurt because you weren't there. But it also felt good./

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