I... don't... know
I really don't even know. Whatever happened to us today was the worse possible thing. It was like not even GOD trusted it to go over on it's own! What the fuck? Ugh. I need... Something. I'm not sure what that something is.
I need to go see Ammy for not emotional matters for once. Along with Elliot, I need to just... take him out and do something with him But I have to say, I'm a bit scared of doing something like that with him. I don't want to act like this and I don't even know what... Maybe Pierce will understand it.
Speaking of weird people, I guess I should go see Peter too. That may be more important.
[slightly harder to hack]
Fuck. I feel... bad for running those times and I know that is the most retarded thing to feel bad about ever. Why do I feel like I want to be trapped now? That's too dangerous.I need to go out for a while./
Sasagawa. Meet me in the bar. You're the only one right now.