I'll be gone this weekend to go horseback riding on gorgeous Arabians. I'm leaving at about 1 today and getting back sometime on sunday night. I'm so excited ( Read more... )

How can life be so wonderful in some respects and be so utterly horrible in others? If it was only dance and work, I'd be perfectly fine and perfectly happy. Life would be perfect. But no. Life never gets to work like that. There always has to be a couple things wrong. A couple things that will ruin your life. Literally ruin it. Everything I've ( Read more... )

Why am I letting this affect me? If I actually followed my own advice I wouldn't be worrying or feeling like this. Certain guys are just so . . . urgg. It'd be so easy to just blame them, but then again, in a way I'm doing this to myself. This sucks ass. Why are guys so stupid?!?

The last couple of days have been pretty good for the most part. Sunday went over to Patrick's house to hang out and then went swing dancing. I had a lot of fun going with him and the twins. Danced with a hot college guy with a mohawk - good dancer too. Only down side is that Jack was too lazy and tired to go (and I think he just didn't want to go ( Read more... )

I've been feeling kind of alone and separated the last couple days. I'm not exactly sure why considering I'm around people and all (well, I think I know the reason but whatever). It seems that I've lost contact with a lot of people and I'm not really talking. It seems that whenever I make time to talk to people they leave or have something else to ( Read more... )

I got a callback for West Side Story at the 5th Ave!!!!!!!!!!!! *breath* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That just made my summer. This is so fucking awesome!!!

I got back from Marrowstone today (left Friday morning). I was on vacation with Jack and his family and their motorcycle buddies. It was great. Wonderful weather, gorgeous scenery, and marvelous company. It was so relaxing to be out closer to nature: to be able to walk along the beach, catch a few geoducks, and watch the birds that inhabit the ( Read more... )

I feel rather empty and tired. I think the end of the school year is taking its toll on me. Although that really doesn't explain the cynicism and the distance I feel from everybody. It seems as if through the past week I've been looking in from the outside. I haven't really talked to that many people-at least not really. And now the summer is going ( Read more... )

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Wow. I can't believe it's the third day in a row that I'm updating! It's a miracle . . . I guess. Except not ( Read more... )