A Bit of a Returning Rant.

[demonboyzan]

I just feel like typing some stuff, now that I'm back in Columbia, mainly because while in Hattiesburg the house was forsaken by the internet; people sometimes get the impression that I don't realize how I am or how I act, but to put it plainly, I know full well just what I am and how I am; I'm martyristic; I hate, mostly, seeing others in pain,

Comments

[celtakaul]

I find only that you lack peace with yourself...however, I see exactly where you stand and although my shoulders are cold at times, I understand how you feel. I often too, have felt the way you feel on many subjects. I have never had a male figure in my life, and have always been somewhat of a momma's boy because of it. I too, feel that had I been born a girl, things would be a bit more balanced than they are now, even though some people disagree with me.

I too, love my friends to the point of where I would do anything for them at all...especially the ones I get close to. I enjoy your visits when I come down, though sometimes I know I seem distant. I consider you a friend, and there are times I wonder how you are doing.

I think something both you and I have in common, is a lack of peace with ourselves...and this somewhat stems from the loneliness that has been placed in us both from birth onwards. I wish you luck Craig... you are a friend to me.

[demonboyzan]

Thank you, Celta, I appreciate you considering me a friend and I merely hope that you'll NOT be distant with me; all I want for the most part is friendship and I'm not a bad person, just weird, so you should know that you can talk to me. That's all I can say for now.