We were quiet for a long time. I sobbed into Claus’ shoulder and he just held me. After, what seemed like forever, we separated. Still, neither of us spoke. His ice-blue eyes were locked onto mine. I couldn’t escape his gaze. He brought a hand up to wipe away my tears. He lingered there, gently stoking my cheek.
He started to move closer to me. I froze, not knowing what to do. He brought his face down to mine, gently touching our lips together. I was still frozen. I stared back at him with wide eyes. He pulled back a little. Though I was still fully shocked, I found myself moving forward to follow him. He grabbed the sides of my face and kissed me harder. I closed my eyes, slowly moving my lips against his.
He wrapped his arms around my shoulders, pulling me in closer. I locked my arms around his waist. After a while we pulled apart. All that was running through my head was how wrong the situation was. Still, I didn’t speak.
“Juillian...” He whispered, keeping his eyes locked onto mine. I had no idea what to say. My mouth was trying to form words, but the sound was lost. “Shush now, you don’t need to say anything.” He whispered into my ear. His hands slid down my back, coming to rest on my hips. I shivered slightly, not used to such a gentle touch. “You’d only have to tell me to stop.” He began kissing at my neck. I sighed tilting my head back.
Why did I find it so enjoyable? I had never enjoyed such soft and gentle affection. Could it have been the danger of being caught? Whatever it was, it was thrilling. I held onto him tighter.
“We should go somewhere else...” I managed to whisper when the window across the room caught my attention.
“Lead the way.” He nodded with a soft smile.
I started to lead him to the stairs. He followed, leaving his wedding ring on the stool where I had been sitting. Once upstairs I opened the door to my bedroom. I clicked the lights on as we walked in. The dark red walls were accented by the black trim and furniture. My bed sheets were also black. Claus closed the door behind us.
Once it was clicked shut, he grabbed my waist from behind me. He returned to kissing at my neck. He slid his hand under my shirt, messaging my stomach up to my chest. His other hand played with the button of my jeans. I leaned back against him. Soon enough he pulled my shirt off, dropping it at our feet. He paused at the sight of the bite marks covering my chest and stomach.
“Something wrong?” I whispered.
“No.” He answered after a while. He traced the marks with his fingers. Then he returned his attention to my neck, planning more kisses. He nudged me forward, so I lead him to the bed. Only then did we break apart.
“Are you sure about this...?” I asked hesitantly as I kicked my shoes off. I sat on the bed.
“Yes, I’m sure.” He slipped out of his shoes. He smiled at me as he loosened his tie and pulled it off. I crawled over to the nightstand and started digging through my drawer.
“What are you looking for?” He asked, his shirt was now draped over the desk chair.
“This.” I held out my pocket knife. “Take it.” I waited.
“You want me to-“
“Yes.” I cut him off. “Please...?” I added in a quiet voice.
“A-alright.” He hesitantly took the knife from me. He crawled onto the bed. I laid back and he stopped above me. He flipped the blade open. “Where?”
“Anywhere, as long as it’s not in my tattoos.” I answered, setting my glasses aside.
“Right...” He placed his free hand on my side and rested the blade on the other. Soon he slowly pushed the blade through the skin. He was obviously trying to be gentle. Even with that, it still felt wonderful. I breathed a soft ‘ah’ as he finally pulled the blade away and I could feel the blood running down my side. Only then did I notice that his hands were shaking.
“I’m sorry...” I sat up, resting my hands up on Claus’ shoulders. “I shouldn’t have asked you to do that...”
“Don’t apologize.” He set the knife on the nightstand and ran his hand through my hair. “You’ve done nothing wrong.” He whispered gently before kissing me. He laid me back down onto the bed. He pulled his head back and shifted to a comfortable position.
He was quick to move his hands down to my hips. He unbuttoned my pants and, without a second though, slid them off. He groped me through the fabric of my boxers, and squeezed slightly. I moaned lightly, letting my head fall back onto the pillow. He chuckled a bit and kissed my stomach.
He moved his hand again, moving up to effortlessly slip under the fabric. Almost instantly, he paused. He must have felt my piercings. I couldn’t help but smirk.
“Surprised?” I questioned with a chuckle.
“A little.” I could hear his smirk. He returned his attention to his hand and ran his fingers along the sensitive flesh. I sighed, moving against his touch. He slipped my boxers off and exposed my hardening cock.
He moved up and kissed my lips again. I wrapped my arms around him as he lightly bit at my lower lip. I parted my lips and let him in. He wasted no time slipping his tongue into my mouth. He weaved it through my piercings.
At the same time, his hand was fondling my balls. I breathed a faint moan into his mouth as his tongue explored every curve of my mouth.
I slid my hands down his back. I tugged lightly on his belt, before moving my hands around to undo it. He pulled away to remove the rest of his clothing. I watched him, even though I wasn’t wearing my glasses.
I got up onto my knees and gently nudged him to sit back. He sat back, leaning on his hands. Even without seeing, I was able to position myself between his legs. My hands slid from his knees, up to his hips, and my head soon followed. My hands felt around slowly, soon finding the base of his cock. I leaned in and wrapped my lips around the head. I wasted no time in shoving it down my throat. He let out a low moan. I bobbed my head a moment before pulling back, choking a bit. He stroked my hats as I began to lick up and down the shaft, rubbing the smooth metal balls of my piercings against it.
He grabbed my chin and guided me back up to his face. He lightly kissed me before laying me back down. He moved himself between my legs and leaned over me. He lightly nibbled on my neck, just below my ear and lightly grazed his teeth down my neck. He pulled back again and lifted my hips onto his.
He entered me fast and hard. A smile spread across my face as I screamed. The pain and pleasure swirled around my head until they became like on entity engulfing my body. I closed my eyes as he started to move. His motions were slow and careful. Soon enough, though, they grew more fluid and quick. Even the faintest of my screams was enough to cover the sound of our skin slapping against one another.
We went on like that for, what seemed like endless hours. I couldn’t hold myself back any longer. I screamed his name as I reached my peak. I arched my back as I came, the thick liquid spilled over my chest and stomach. Claus dug his fingers into my hips as he reached his peak. With a few last thrusts, he let himself go inside of me. He kissed me gently as he removed himself from me.
He laid himself down beside me and held me close. We were quite for a long time. The silence was only broken by our heavy breaths.
“Can I have my glasses, please?” I asked him, not wanting to fumble around for them. I wanted to see him.
“Of course.” He spoke gently. He reached over me and placed my glasses on my face. “There you go.” He gave a soft smile.
“Thank you.” I couldn’t help but smile back. I felt good about what happened, I didn’t regret anything. I rested my head on his shoulder with a soft sigh. “You should probably be going.” I glanced at the clock. Almost 2 hours had passed.
“I know...” He muttered. He stayed where he was for a while longer. He kissed the top of my head before finally sitting up.
“The bathroom is down the hall.” I sat up also. I adjusted my glasses and looked over at him as he gathered his clothes.
“Do you need help with that cut?”
“No, I’m fine. I was going to shower anyway.”
“Alright.” He nodded, his pants now on loosely around his hips. He left the room to clean himself up. After he was gone, I laid back on the bed. As he returned, my phone began ringing. I searched for it a moment, finding it pushed slightly under the bed. I checked the number. It was Leroy. I ignored it and got up again. I pulled on a pair of pants and cleaned up a little before walking out.
Claus followed quietly. I walked him back down to the living room. He retrieved his wedding ring from the stool and slipped it back on. He grabbed his keys and paused at the door. He looked back at me, I had stayed back a bit.
“Go, it’s alright.” I assured him. He must have felt guilty. “I won’t say anything.” I muttered. He simply nodded and walked out. I sighed and went back up stairs.
After a quick shower, I went back to bed. I curiously checked my phone. Leroy had left a message. I sighed before putting the phone on speaker to listen to it.
“Juillian, it’s Leroy. We need to talk, now. Call me back, or I’ll come looking for you!” The messaged ended and I just hung up without deleting it.
“Go to hell.” I sighed, tossing the phone aside. I rolled over and quickly fell asleep. I wondered if Leroy really would come looking for me.