Relevant snippets from
Please Find This.
"And you keep whispering the same story to yourself "I'll be unhappy now because that'll make me happy later. Because that's how a story works." So your happiness will always happen later, never now. Life isn't a story. Life is chaos."
September 4th, 2009. "You constantly look for a sign and when it's given to you and you don't like the answer, you call it a coincidence. There are no coincidences."
September 9th, 2009. "Don't you dare tell me nothing matters. Everything matters. Every fucking drop of rain, every ray of sunlight, every wisp of cloud matters and they matter because I can see them and if I can see them then they can see me and I know that there's an entire world that cares out there, hiding behind a world that doesn't, afraid to show who it really is and with or without you, I will drag that world out of the dirt and the blood and the muck until we live in it. Until we all live in it."
August 3rd, 2009. "But as the rebuilding begins, the memory of you returns. Shaking the foundations, cracking the walls and spilling what's left of the broken glass into the street."
May 6th, 2009. "You might not always like me, the things I do or the way I do them. But these are my things, this is the way I do them and I am me."
May 3rd, 2009. "All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water.
And that's the tragedy of living."
March 2nd, 2009. "If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say
"But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.""
February 13th, 2009. "It does not count if you believe in yourself when it's easy to believe in yourself. It does not count if you believe the world can be a better place when the future looks bright. It does not count if you think you're going to make it when the finish line is right in front of you.
It counts when it's hard to believe in yourself, when it looks like the world's going to end and you've still got a long way to go.
That's when it counts. That's when it matters the most."
February 10th, 2009. "I forgive you."
January 1st, 2009. "Wish you were here. Wish I was there. Wish it was different. Wish wishes came true.
I'd wish you back."
December 18th, 2008. "There's nothing scary about choice. Scary is when you don't have choice."
December 9th, 2008. "I know you're still out there. And I'm still waiting."
December 4th, 2008. "There are days when I exist simply to prove you wrong about me."
December 2nd, 2008. "It is only when you witness something truly inhuman that you discover what being human really means."
June 2nd, 2008. "You might not have a wrecking ball but you can still take down a wall one brick at a time."
February 13th, 2008. "You may call this life whatever you wish to call it. An adventure. A challenge. A call to arms.
We will call it history."
December 3rd, 2007. "You called me over when I was young and told me you wanted to see how strong I was. I was eager to impress you so I obliged. You told me to put my hand in front of my face and try to keep it there, while you tried to pull it away.
I thought I was doing so well as I strained against your arm. Until you let go. And I hit myself so hard I ended up on the ground with a bleeding nose.
You helped me up, after you’d finished laughing, and said “Let that be a lesson. Trust no one. Not even me.”
Despite what had happened, there was more love in that sentence than a thousand bed time stories. "
November 11th, 2007. "Your distinct inability to give a fuck occasionally will land you in hot water. Do not be concerned as the situation is only temporary."
July 25th, 2007.