Mature decision of the day.....

Dec 19, 2005 22:31

Ok...I meant to delete that post sooner, but I had to wait for an available laptop. I know I'm pissy, but I think I have every right to be. They were both my best friends and now all I have is a screwed up situation with people I cant trust. For me, it's a terrible feeling...and it pisses me off and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. Ok ( Read more... )

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hey neoquark December 20 2005, 00:15:10 UTC
just wanted to tell you, that you still have friends, i did not see the entry before, but I know that in life people have differences from time to time, even the best of friends. Sometimes it takes a very long time to fix the damages done to such a friendship. Get better.
-B

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Re: hey demond December 20 2005, 00:26:24 UTC
sorry...i really haven't kept in contact because i like having fun when i talk to people...not just telling bad news which i seem to have to do alot. it's just hard when you want to be friends with someone but you cant....lot's of bad tension right now...hopefully it will die over soon...i just have to let it.

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quantumtwilight December 20 2005, 00:36:59 UTC
Shit man, when you gotta vent then vent. You know me, I don't take sides but thats no reason for you not to say what you feel you need to say.

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demond December 20 2005, 10:23:53 UTC
thanks man...i'm chillin now.

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wyshadara December 20 2005, 00:46:40 UTC
I haven't been around in quit some time, but I have always felt like we were friends...more than just aquaintances from the club...We didn't exactly have extensive time to get to know eachother or anything, but the time we did share, I feel like we really got to know eachother and connect really well. You are one of the few people from that period in my life that I often think back on and remember fondly (and then I wonder how in the hell you are doing.) What I'm saying is that you do still have friends out here, even if we aren't always out in the open. And I for one, think it's much healthier to vent than to keep it pent up inside. If you can't do it in your own Journal, where the hell are you safe? I would consider "Friends Only" in cass like that, and a possible re-eval of your flist if anybody has problms with it, but hey, that's just me ( ... )

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demond December 20 2005, 10:26:08 UTC
yeh we need to hang soon....i just have to get out of this shitty mood.

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wyshadara December 20 2005, 15:58:35 UTC
Watching my 6 year old kick the shit out of the punching bag for Xmas might do it for you, it does me :) Can you believe he'll be 7 in Jan...that means we'v known eachother like 9 (possibly 10 years!)

We're in Garland now. Watch my LJ for teh mere personal info :)

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govnor December 20 2005, 02:00:32 UTC
I saw your earlier post and paid no attention. I understand what you're dealing with. Of course I don't know all the details and decided I wouldn't ask you about it. If you want to share it then that's your decision. You're always welcome to call me anytime. Not necessarily about that, but we'll talk about whatever you want... bad break ups, cars, bikes or strippers...it's up to you!

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orientalspooge December 20 2005, 02:42:31 UTC
demond. holla if you need me. :HUGS:

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