[drama, comedy, romance] When I Told You...

[demonenvy]

Title: When I Told You...his love torn heart 8/??
Pairing: YEHWON!!!!

Warning: PG-13, angsty atmosphere but it gets better

Summary: Siwon finds out why he’s really at Henry’s apartment.
Previous Chapters: (Chapter 1.)

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There was a loud knock at the front door and Henry rushed to open it, letting the other in. Siwon entered the house that seemed tense and grave almost as if someone had died. He entered the living room where Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were, the pair stared at him with solemn faces. It was scary, everything seemed to have changed since he and Yesung’s relationship had changed; unfortunately the only thing that stayed the same were his feelings for his best friend.

“Thank you so much for coming, hyung,” Henry said as he walked in after the older boy.

“What’s wrong with Yesung?”

He watched as Kyuhyun’s face contorted his lips turning down into a frown and his brow furrowed with obvious frustration, “Well, hyung plain and simple Yesung won’t talk to any of us-”

“And we’re worried that something is really wrong with him…he’s hardly ate anything too.” Ryeowook added, looking as if he were about to bawl his eyes out.

Siwon’s heart was aching terribly to see his friends like this and it further hurt him to hear that Yesung was in such a condition. He grimaced, “Have you talked to Young Woon about this?” Even the thought of talking about the other disgusted him but he wanted to respect Yesung and his decision.

The other three stood quiet, their eyes avoiding any contact with his. He really didn’t like the way things were going. “I shouldn’t even be here,” he turned on his heel ready to leave, “call Young Woon and tell him to take care of him. It’s not my place any-”

“HYUNG!” Henry almost shouted. Siwon stopped in his tracks glancing over his shoulder at his dongsaeng. “He-He says your name…in his sleep.” His eyes widened he couldn’t believe what he was hearing, Yesung dreaming about me? But why? He turned towards the other. “…that’s why we didn’t call Young Woon.”

He bit his lip, his eyes staring at the floor almost blankly then he slowly lifted his head. “Where is he?”

“It’s the last door on the right,” Kyuhyun murmured. Siwon found himself taking long strides to that room; he had to see him now that he knew. His heart was pounding hard in his chest and it wasn’t because of his brisk movements but just the thought of Yesung even thinking about him made his mind race not to mention his heart. He took a deep breath as he turned the knob, pushing the door open just enough so he could slip in.

Once inside, his eyes quickly searched for the other’s figure when it met with a curled up shadow in the dimly lit room. Siwon hesitated before approaching the bed; he could now see that Yesung was asleep, his hair was tussled looking as if he’d been tossing and turning. He slowly knelt on the bed as he cautious laid down on the bed, trying his best not to wake the other. He carefully draped his arm over Yesung and when he finally settled down next to the smaller boy he heard a small noise then a little louder. “Sh-on…”

He smiled, I wonder if he’s thinking about me. He brushed his fingers lightly over the others pale cheek. Has he always been this pale? His fingertips played with the other’s long bangs that fell lightly over his eyes as he slept. I really love you Yesung…I’m sorry that everything’s turned out like this b- Siwon stopped when he saw Yesung’s eyes flutter and then become half-lidded. “Siwon?” he whispered, his voice hoarse from being unused.

“Hey~” he whispered back feeling no need to be any louder than this. The younger boy watched as his eyes closed again, his lips parted. Siwon wanted so badly to lean forward and claim his plump lips but held back thinking about Yesung being with Young Woon. He had no right to interfere in their relationship. If Yesung was happy, he was too.

“I missed you,” he muttered under his breath.

“I missed you too.” You don’t know how badly I’ve missed you. He rubbed the younger boy’s cheek affectionately, watching as a lazy smile appeared on the other’s face. It warmed Siwon’s heart to see him smile again.

There were his eyes again, half lidded and staring at him. “Shiwonnie…I’m glad that you came.” Yesung scooted himself closer to the other’s moaning in approval. His dongsaeng was so warm, and now that he thought about it he’d always been warm even in the coldest temperatures his friend was like a polar bear just as warm as can be. He pressed his face affectionately against the larger boy’s chest, breathing him in deeply, the light scent of a cologne that he’d always liked but never told the other. “I really like this cologne,” he said softly.

He heard Siwon chuckle and there were warm, inviting arms around him. Another soft moan escaped him, he couldn’t help it he felt like he was out of his mind but Siwon was the only thing that seemed to feel real to him. At least he could think that he was real for the time being and just enjoy this illusion for a little while longer. “Siwon, stay with me tonight…?” he yawned, sleep inviting him back to his dream world once more where he always saw Siwon and his sweet smile.

“Of course,” he whispered, kissing the other’s head. God, I love you Yesung. So much it’s so hard, but I’ll do anything for you. He glanced down at the small figure in his arms and smiled when he saw him asleep once more. He leaned down pressing a small kiss to his forehead.

“Good night Yesung.”

-to be continued


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I hope I didn't go too far with the whole angst...but I know it made me sad just writing it
Alright comment and tell me what you think <3