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[demonfall]

She's gone.

She came over today with her friend to move everything out. I sat there and watched while I held our puppy, Ash. I didn't help them with anything

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[demonfall]

I have to work on the 29th, but will probably be on vacation next week since I asked for some time off to clear my head. I might be up for something.

I found out more tonight from her parents. She's been lying to me since before we hooked up. Her parents love me and hate to see what their daughter is doing to me, but none of us can change her mind.

[hemo_red]

hi my name is nikki and i was just looking through lj's and i just wanted to let you know that i am deeply sorry for your loss...of the puppy, you dont need someone like that in your life. i have delt with many occasions of being cheated on and its the same thing but a different person everytime.
again im sry.

~nikki (orlando, fl)

[demonfall]

Uh, I've actually been talking to her again. I got her to tell me most of the stuff she'd been holding back.

I still love her and Gage very much, and I'm trying for a second chance. I'm giving her the time and space that she wants, and we're still friends. If she wants to try again, then so do I. It might not work, or it could be stronger than before.

I don't believe in the "once a cheater, always one" thing. I do believe in "cheat on me once, shame on you - cheat on me twice, shame on me"

I just don't want to give up on this right now, but that could change.