The L Word. When this series came out (I think its the 4th season now) I didnt have Showtime so I couldnt watch it. Well now that I have Showtime On Demand, Im all caught up and hooked. I Love It! Papi is Hott. Tasha is too and there something about Alice, I just think shes brilliant and quirky.... Oh oh and that one chick that Jennifer ( Read more... )

Just downloaded Semagic to my account on Culs new comp with Vista. So far it seems to be working just fine. Yay ( Read more... )

For the past few days (like all day long!) Cul & I have both been on the phone with various Tech Support about upgrading my comp to Vista Premium.  Still nothing and on top of it nobody has an answer.  Sooo..now Im just completely frusterated and fedup.  BAH ( Read more... )

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Day 4...No Smoking and all is well.  :o)  Its crazy, I have 14+ cartons of smokes here.  Placed the order a few days before deciding we were quitting.  I think we are over the hump of the physical addiction and now the rest is mental.  I think I like the extra temptation here in view because then I feel like Im stronger for resisting it when its in ( Read more... )

ARGH!!!!!!!  Fuck!  Shit!  Damn!  I am right smack in the middle of withdrawals...and this can go suck 2 bags of dick STAT ( Read more... )

Wow!  My friend Di just sent me some pics from 1992.  Its just so neato to see pics from so long ago.  LoL  Before there was digi-cams, not every single moment was photo-journaled so I dont have that many pics from back then.


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Hi. Thank you for the love. You hold me when Im falling and I am grateful.  I am okay. Last few days I feel like Ive been on auto-pilot. Im coming around. Just feel really quiet, inside and out ( Read more... )

When I feel sadness I need to get through...i take photos. There was a time i was a cutter to bleed my pain away, at a time when cutter was not the term...but it was my word. I cant allow that escape anymore.

Dont tell me about crazy...I know all about crazy, and this isnt it. This is coping.

I needed to...take pictures to make it bearable.


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Paul...he was a beautiful boy. I knew him when he was 19 years young and I was 15 years younger. Beautiful boy, inside and out. Believe me when I say this ( Read more... )