2006 ( Read more... )

So, I finally got back from New Mexico, where it was raining far more than it is back home, which is just weird. Then again, our area is known for weird weather. But THEN AGAIN, it is also known for INCESSANT RAIN. So where art thou? I'm not in the mood for a drought. I hate the sun ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely sure if I'm excited about college yet. I've been getting to that point, but it still seems like I'm waiting for something big. Which is unreasonable--all my colleges have contacted me. They came in barrages of two or three two days in a row. And I'm not disappointed about the colleges, just about money. Apparently I don't qualify ( Read more... )

If there's one thing I hate more than idiotic underclassmen clogging the arteries of an already cardiac-arrest prone school, it's idiotic underclassmen who throw hotdog buns smothered in ketchup in the cafeteria and HIT ME. And what's WORSE is idiotic underclassmen who, no more than a month or two later (which is far too short a time to expect that ( Read more... )

Oh dearie me. And this is what comes of deciding at the last minute to apply to Princeton ( Read more... )

Pointless ( Read more... )

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~He who was living is now dead ~
~We who were living are now dying ~
~With a little patience ~
~~T.S. Eliot, the wasteland ~
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Mystery,
history,
care to see,
want to be,
all for me.

I'm goin go home and go bed.

Sooooo...day off tomorrow. To do college applications.

And...wow...this weekend will suck. I hate work. I don't want to work there anymore. I hate school. I hate those bastards in the stairwells. I hate people who, when I cut through the Blockbuster parking lot, walk slowly in front of my car. Fat bitches. Oh, just look at me and then diffuse and ( Read more... )

Whoot for extra credit, especially when it brings you from a B to a 101. I mean, I don't think Fryman knew what she was doing when she gave us the illustrated dictionary extra credit but holy crap that's a load off ( Read more... )

Hopeless, lost, a little unsure why I feel like I'm drowning. People can say that I shouldn't worry but that's only their projection because they don't. I want to worry but I want to be able to push that aside and do something with it, instead of sitting for almost an hour wondering if my life will ever go anywhere. I'm too young to be thinking ( Read more... )