Coliseum was pretty damn good, too bad like the usual opening band no one seemed to give a shit ( Read more... )

Interviewing Sin and Burton on Saturday was fun as hell. Meshuggah and Ministry put on a hell of a show, and it was certainly worth going to ( Read more... )

So this year I'll be 20 years old. In a little more than 7 months my teen years will be behind me. It feels weird to say that. I don't know where the time has gone but boy has a lot happened since they've started. I've been through drug wanting spells, near alcoholism, addictions to tobacco (some of which may never go away but that's a story ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I updated this.

Boomer I still read your journal, it gives me some good gaming insight at times.

I finally dove into Ico, what an experience.

Life is amazing.

Good girlfriend, college is amazing, website is booming with things to do.

Yeah.

best night ever

some moments were simply magical

i'm exhausted though

6 months and counting.

I love Amanda with all of my heart and hope for many more months to come.

everything is falling apart around me

but i can't give up

no, i won't give up

there has to be away to make everything work

i just don't know how right now

i hate my house so much these days, there's nothing left to do here but i can't leave yet, i have to wait until i'm 18 and there's nothing to do about it

there's so few people i can trust anymore, i don't know what to do about it anymore

i'm sick of feeling like crap in multiple ways and i'm sick of not knowing where anything is going to go

Prophets of the Digital Age ( Read more... )

everything seems so perfect and it seems like nothing can go wrong

it feels weird and wonderful at the same time