"I'll Bring You When My Lifeboat Sails Through The Night..."

[deniedmsi]

ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST!

Eeee, okay, done now.

Still fuming, still "obviously" the one at fault. Apparently, as I've come to realize, the people who always tell me to stick up for myself are always shocked beyond belief when I do so to their own person. It gives me a good chuckle, because fuck, its great to be alienated. Whatever. Giving up

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[fallingracefuly]

You're not the only one who feels old. Today I felt like I was beyond my years in age and that I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders...I felt so...stressed and sad and lonely and...yeah it sucked. I don't know why I felt that way, but when you see all your friends hooking up with their boyfriends it makes you feel so inferior and worthless and not pretty...blargh.

[deniedmsi]

I can understand completely. I've got a boyfriend and all, but we don't get to see one another as often as I'd like and my best friend and her boyfriend are practically glued at the hip, leaving little to no room for myself. On the other hand, I'm quite thrilled that she's so happy, as she hasn't ever been so since I've come into knowing her, which makes for a very odd predicament involving loads of doubt, self-loathing and HP fanfic pick-me-ups. XD