Introduction

[denise12345]

Hi! My name is Denise and this is my first Live Journal entry. I thought to start with, I’d tell you a little something about myself. I’m 19 years old and I’m from DeLand, Florida. However, I go to school at Rollins College in Winter Park, Florida and I live in a dorm on campus. I just started my second year. I would like to go into film, but

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[motherphile]

I'd just like to be the first to welcome you to livejournal :-D

[denise12345]

Thanks.

[robot_inboxers]

I joined Masturbation Togetherness to see if you had posted any hot stories about yourself masturbating with your old cheerleading friends. Unfortunately, you hadn’t. I guess I’ll just have to keep fantasizing.

[denise12345]

Hmmmm.... I wonder if its time to go there yet...

[robot_inboxers]

“There”? Could you be more specific about “there”?

Hi D

[hollywants]

Hi D:

Good morning:

I was so sorry to ready the final episode of "Pam".
I'm glad that you understand that it's her that has the
problem, and not you. (you are wonderful)

If you had been a guy, she would have felt guilty, but being a
woman just sent her "over the top".

What a tragety, she has been burdened with guilt from
her parents and her religion since the day she was born.
She could feel the "love" that you offered, but she was afraid
to embrace it.

She probably woke up in the morning and said to herself,
"oh my gosh, I'm a queer".
Don't be surprised if she comes back to you someday wanting
to apologize, and wanting more love/lust from you.
Deep down, she knows she loved it in your bed.

Most people like her get "burn out" from their religion adventually.
Then they go out and want to break all the rules.
Does any of this make sense?

Have a great day.
Sorry that I ramble on so much.
Thanks for letting me in.

Hollywants (more friends like Denise)

Re: Hi D

[denise12345]

Thanks Holly. Yea, I guess it makes sense, but I still feel pretty bad about the whole thing. I wonder if I did something wrong. I didn't want to hurt her but first she acts all loving and then she acted so mean to me. I keep telling myself it's her problem, not mine, but I do miss her.

Re: Hi D

[hollywants]

Good morning:

Thanks for responding.

I understand your feelings very well.
I hate the mixed meassages.
Pam was using you.

I know that You miss her, but you are better off without
her till she "finds herself"
Otherwise, you will just get hurt again.
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From my journal:
Yes, things have been good here lately.
I always worry about getting caught though.
H would never understand my "other side".
It's hard living a lie at times.
I don't recommend it.

Funny, the more that I cheat, the easier that it gets.
Sometimes I really think I'm a nut.
Someday I will have to grow up.
Not today though.

Hope you had a great weekend with your friends.
Great way to bounce back;)

Hollywants (more time for childhood dreams)