About Last Night

[denise12345]

You won’t believe what happened. There’s no way to preface this, so I’m just going to come out and say it. Last night, as I was just finishing studying and about to go to bed, there was a knock on my door. It was Pam. I hadn’t seen her since that Halloween party. She asked if she could come in and I said yea. She was wearing this tight black

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[boy_shorts]

i wouldn't say it's fucked up that you can't tell your best friend. you know how they might react and how much it would hurt if they reacted badly. i mean, if we reacted badly, you don't even have to give a shit because we're not nearly as important.

wow though, what a freaking crazy that girl is. you should start going to these religious club meetings and telling her friends that you guys have had sex and she came to you looking for it.

[denise12345]

I don't think they'd believe me. Thanks anyway.

[boy_shorts]

want me to do it for you? i'll just run around screaming "lezbo" at them haha

ouch

[hollywants]

Big hugs for you D.
I'm so very sorry that this has happened again.
This Pan is very sick.
She should be pittied and stayed away from.
This girl is a loser that uses people for her
own wants in a distructive way.
Thats dangerous.

At Your age and place in time, it's much better
to be free and dating many people.
Long term relationships are not good until your
ready to settle down.
This will help you to know what qualities you
will need in a spouse some day.

Different kinds of personalities bring out
different things in you.
Dating is how we learn what these are.
Geez, do I sound like a goof ball?
Probably.

Also:
Everyone on this planet has secrets.
That is normal, and you are normal.
I'm grateful that I have LJ friends.
I know that I will never see them and so
I can feel free to say what is real.
This can help release great burdens that I
can't share with anyone else.

Does that make sense?
Know that You are loved.

Holywants (more secret friends like you)
Your the greatest.

Re: ouch

[denise12345]

Thank you Holly; I love you too! It's funny that I'm starting to have more feelings for people on LJ than for my real friends. It's good to tell each other our secrets and its so much easier. Thank you for everything.

as frosty would say, "Happy Birthday"

[hollywants]

We are good for each other Dear.
Thats what makes it so good.

Sung in the key of "C".
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday Dear Denise.
Happy Birthday To You.

[jbear1960]

Wow... Talk about dejavu! Oh well, now we both have our own experiences to learn from. Bummer, huh

[denise12345]

I should have listened to you, jbear, and stayed away from her. I guess I don't learn my lessons very well. But sex is my weakness. It's so hard to say "no" when they whole body is saying "yes." If you haven't figured it out by now, I'm the kind of girl who has trouble keeping her panties on. Sometimes it can can great fun but in cases like this, I really pay for it. I make dumb decisions that I regret. Anyway, I really appreciate your support. And you're right, I guess I am afraid to be judged. Part of me wants to tell Carrie all about Pam and have her put her arms around me and tell me she loves me and its all going to be okay; but part of me is afraid she'll get mad and never talk to me again. It's so easier to tell you.

[jbear1960]

Nah... Everyone needs to learn for themselves. Mine was just my story. Now you have your own.

Panties on or off, (I'm a thong man, myself ;-) )I'm around in case you want to chat... What ARE you doing in tonight? You should be out celebrating!!!

By the way....

[jbear1960]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETHEART!!!

xox

Jeff

Re: By the way....

[denise12345]

Thanks so much. You're so kind!