tired am i not?

[denise1987]

went to a hotel on friday with jon so we could escape the trap of everyday life for a little while. ate yummy chinese food, and watched tv and smoked. as well as other things ;) there is nothing more beautiful than making love to my boyfriend...(sorry to all who dont care to hear that) bad thing is, my sleeping disorder causes a bit of problems and

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[__dontuseme]

i'm sure having a sleeping disorder is hell. i'm sorry life is kicking your ass. but at least there is 4 good things lol. don't worry life is kicking my ass to. it must be us denise's. lol

cheer up girl! *muah*

[denise1987]

yeap it pretty much sucks!

this Denise gets all the bad luck. im fighting with jon and its tearing me up inside. i hate feeling this way...i hate it. and im scared.

[__dontuseme]

sometimes you just have to stop the fight and say i don't wanna fight with you. i love you. etc.
its so hard for me when i get mad, to just let it go. but sometimes i just have to. even if i'm still mad.
i'm sure you knew all this but i figure i'd say it anyway.

[denise1987]

thats probley the biggest challenge of our relationship. our fights are on going. "well you did this and it makes me upset." and bla bla bla. i feel like if i say sorry and that i dont want to fight anymore, its not solving anything. hes been acting so strange lately. i have no idea whats going on inside his head...because he doesnt tell me!!!! i cried so hard today i feel so dumb!