So many thoughts....

[denisesjournal]

So I'm sitting here on a Saturday nite at 6:30 thinking. Ive been doing quite a lot of that lately. There are so many things I need to figure out and half of the time I dont even know how to start. I dont even know how I turned into the person I am today. I know i used to be a fun, kind, loving, happy person. Now I look at myself and I'm isolated,

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[roxybaby03]

I sincerely hope you accomplish everything necessary to allow yourself to be happy, loving, trusting and laughing again. Just reading this makes me want to write an entry similar to this but applicable to my current life...

Yeah I have no idea how we end up where we do and who we become. And how we don't realize it until after change has taken place. It's a crappy system...

You deserve to be happy, you're a good person.

Best wishes,

Jules

[denisesjournal]

thanks julie. im gettin there. itll take quite a while. im becoming way more happy and independent. i sumtimes think that i want things back to the way they were but i really dont. if i was happy i wouldnt have done the things i did. i think in the end this will all work out for the better... i hope itll work out the way i wish it will... but if it doesnt then there isnt anything i can do. there are always small things that make me doubt myself... but i do know that i definitely am happier.

[nookiegirl469]

I know exactly how that is...Thats how i felt awhile ago..needing to find myself..and it isnt as easy as it sounds..Takes a lot of alone time...ahh..but i hope you come out okay..
keep ur head up
love always
laura