i dont really talk to any of you, you don really talk to me, i don really hang out with any of you. i have no friends really, and i kno this sounds like another self pity rant but its really true. there isnt one person that i regularly talk to and update about everything, probably because im busy, maybe because its just not that interesting. maybe ( Read more... )

hey! eheh i have had a happy weekend. read ( Read more... )

i guess it makes sense that no one comments on this journal esp. since i asked pple not to comment but i still think its sorta funny. maybe pple have just stopped reading it. i guess that would be nice. but then what would be the point of having it online? oh yeah.. so i can update while im doing my hw.. and i am going to fucking fail mymath test ( Read more... )

ug... its that sorta deep black feeling that lately has been hanging over me for a little while now... its the little annoying voices shouting "you cant do it anymore, you're a failure!!! die julia die!" gah and they just wont go away and i really want to curl up somewhere and stay hidden forever cuz i don like this feeling. i want it to be summer ( Read more... )

omg i totally posted another thingy last night! it was eaten by the lj fairy. scary... oh well. i dont remember what i wrote but it was happy! everythings cool... i did the high y thing! and the freaky leap of faith. im proud of myself. :-)

im fucking pathetic

... :-(

The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes ( Read more... )

prom was hottt. had oodles of fun dancing, ed knows how to dance salsa! whopee! fun talking to siobhan and eating cheesecake bitties and falling asleep while siobhan just keeps on talking. uno i felt sorta bad about it hwile it was happneing but now i think its really funny. but u probably think it was funny listening to my half finished sentences ( Read more... )

spring migration at stanford was awesome!!! those dancers are amazing... crazy props. i want to move!!!!