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[denshi_no_ultra]

It's been an odd sort of weekend XD

I was supposed to go to a concert on Saturday, but it got cancelled (to be more precise, rescheduled for April 2014) because the singer broke his leg.

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[clio_selene]

As to that relationship thing, I suppose you're right that they aren't only easy. I have even less experience as you, though, so I can't really comment it. Nowadays many people (especially male) gives sex priority over other things, so such behaviour on your not-exactly-boyfriend can be concerned as normal by many, but I can still understand that you felt hurt. On the other hand, you have also considered two other options, so maybe it would be a good thing to ask him about it?

As to your grandfather, I think family matters are tough, too. As well as doing what one "should" do, like attending the funeral when you really don't feel like. I haven't attended my grandmother's funeral even though she was quite close to me, and I don't regret it. Maybe it was like running from an unpleasant thing: how should I act with all those people around? Should I be sad? etc. I also don't think it's bad that you're happy about not living with your family and having to listen to all complaints, because it can be unbearable.

In any case, take care!

[denshi_no_ultra]

It's kind of late to ask about it now, it's been two days after all, it will look like I have been giving it too much thought XDD I'll just be generous and consider that he didn't mean anything bad by it XDD

Well, that is pretty much solved now, I have already bought the ticket, so I'm going to that funeral. At least I can be satisfied that I'm doing the right thing.

Thank you :)

[chinpirako]

Uh...that guy...he's either too thick-headed or...I'm afraid he really might be interested in only having sex with you ^^; I mean, if that's exactly the kind of message you'd sent him, I think the meaning was clear. It wasn't a message that implied "better not come" (at least to my eyes).

Haha, I think that you just haven't had sex with a good guy ;D But it's also true that doujinshi and fics exaggerate things (or present the ideal situation that doesn't happen often in reality).

Ah...you have my condolences about your grandfather :( I'm so sorry that he passed away :( Even if you weren't too close, it's still sad. And it must have been a huge shock for your family...

[denshi_no_ultra]

Lol, he is probably a bit dense, and he has not had much experience with women. So I'll be generous and consider he didn't mean anything bad. And also, when I think about it, it's kind of flattering that somebody wants to have sex with me XDD

I think that I'm probably just asexual, so I don't enjoy the thing. And all the fics created unreasonable expectations, so I guess I should be more realistic about it all.

Thank you *hugs* Everyone was quite shocked, the doctors actually said he still had a long life ahead...

[chinpirako]

Haha, I know what you mean, I also think it is kind of flattering.

In all honesty, I think that it's a bit early to make a deduction...also, well, being realistic is good, but there is no need to be totally pessimistic about it either :D

[denshi_no_ultra]

But then of course guys find pretty much any female attractive, I'm not sure that is a compliment for me XDD

Lol, being asexual would be easier than being heterosexual, but really picky - what if I never find anyone who will fit in my high standards? XD If I were asexual, I would not even have to think about that XD

[evilcoc0nut]

Idk, sometimes guys can be incredibly dense and furthermore, a lot seem to have the idea that "that time of month" means girls will be cranky and bitchy for no reason and would rather not deal with it.

Sorry about your grandfather tho =/

[denshi_no_ultra]

Lol, I guess guys get creeped out by that time of the month, because they don't understand it XD

Thank you...