You guys don't have to read it, I just want to vent XD

[denshi_no_ultra]

I feel like I might be having some kind of winter depression thing XDD

I don't like my job at all these days. [tl;dr]Well, I never liked it much in the first place, it's a desk job, nothing else to say about it anyway. But lately I just can't motivate myself to do it. Today I was sitting at work doing nothing pretty much all day, I was just browsing

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[mako_pretty]

If you're not that comfortable with him? You're not that comfortable with him. People your age don't always like sex, and they don't always feel comfortable, and they have the right to not want/not like those things. And it's totally okay to be asexual and want relationships too.

...It just sounds like this dude just is not the thing for you at all, though, and it also sounds like you know where it's going and how you need to handle it.

Ugh, relations are hard. :C But overall, it really does sound like it's seasonal on the other aspects. Hopefully things will turn around for you as the weather warms up again.

[denshi_no_ultra]

That's not what all the media tells me, though XDD And I don't want to be asexual, it's much easier to be like everyone else.

I guess I know how to handle the situation, I just have to find a good moment to deal with once and for all.

They sure are :( Oh well, hopefully it will be warm soon, I'm freezing here XDD

[jonjonxd]

I was actually considering asking you about the asexual bit.

It doesn't really seem like you are really physically into this guy, but are confused as to why you aren't.

It's worth thinking about. One of my friends is asexual, and I learned that the hard way (made a move on her, and it got really awkward and I felt so bad...not one of my star moments).

I can understand the seasonal depression, as I was going through that back in November. You'll be okay, and of course if you want people to talk to we are here! Plus, I'm pretty sure I've given you my contact information before, so you can always hit me up if you want to as well!

It'll be okay :)

[denshi_no_ultra]

Lol, even if you asked, it's not like I know how I can tell XDDD

Yeah, it does make no sense, he is a perfectly decent human being, so what the heck.

Oh well, it's not like you could have known she was asexual.

It really sucks when everything is so dark and cold and you have to get up in the morning and do stuff, when all you want is just roll up in a blanket and sleep XDD Thank you, you are very kind to offer :)

I hope so, I'm sure things can't go on being bad forever :)

[kawara26]

Winter is awful for moods, and it can make people feel cranky and off for next to no reason. Maybe we could catch each other online sometime! Idk if you have AIM, but I can also share my Skype with you if you wanna connect.

Have a better day! Hope all these things improve in some way. Take care of yourself though, because sometimes it gets worse on the way to getting better~ =__=;;;

[denshi_no_ultra]

It sure is, but luckily, it was the first day of spring yesterday, so I'm feeling all better, thank you very much for the concern and for the kind words :)