when u remove the motives away, wad is left? nothing.

I'm glad i see thru this motive from a certain person.

disgusted i am towards such a person.

but to think i fell for it as truth, i feel more disgusted that i didnt suspect @ all.

lesson learnt.

The path to take on is far clearer and wider than before.

This is my most relaxing exam period i ever had in years. 50% of the time I was watching Naruto, Death Note and reading the books I bought in the Co-op. 25% goes to sleeping. i guess i can dare say i studied for 10%. and 9% was spotting the questions. i am darn accurate again. too bad, the lazy me cant be bothered to prepare the answers. hurhur..  ( Read more... )

The past few days were like shit ( Read more... )

do u ever want a paradigm shift?

a change in your viewpoint,
your outlook
and the way you interact with people?

lots of people want it.
but few dared to chase for it.
and fewer got it.

i have gotten a lot more than what i wanted
i know what i truly want.
i know where i am finally heading.

the question for u is 'how to let go?'

and this is a daily, moment to moment, struggle.

it hurts.

carpe diem has a whole new different dimension.

each day i put in time and effort in a sector in my life.
each day i learn something new in this sector.
each day something happened to the people ard me.

what will happen

to myself,
to the people ard me
to the place i am in

when i drop all of it?

can i do so?
will i?
should i do so?

no.
i do not intend for the day to come.
never.

the road down is lonelier.

The impact of this realization increases daily.

yet, i made my choice to be happy no matter what happens.

disappointment is the key word for the night.

this issue has to be cleared.

but i know that it cant be cleared early.

it has gotta wait.

There are so many things unsaid ( Read more... )

to all,
are you free on 28th or 29th of feb
or 6th or 7th of march?
timing:
1030
1100
1130

i need participants to do my data collection. the sign-ups are bad. i have 1 or 2 participants as of now. and i really need the people for data.

can u guys make it to NUS for 30mins?

please??? if not, im so screwed!