Tomorrow is the first day of classes. I have hardly eaten in the past 2 days... I don't really know why, but I just haven't been very hungry recently. I don't really know what else to write at this point... Being back at school is overwhelming. I'm sure it will be more so when my schedule evens out. I'm looking forward to trying to be more ( Read more... )

I just realized that I never made a resolution, so here it is: I will no longer be a pushover, and I will stop trying to make everyone else happy. I will try to make good decisions, and worry about what will please ME the most. Fuck everyone that tries to take advantage of my kindness. When I feel like I'm making a wrong decision, I will make ( Read more... )

I'm confused and frustrated. I will continue to be patient, but it just feels like it won't happen. And it most likely won't, so there's no use thinking about it. Classes will start, and I'll be otherwise occupied... hopefully. Why does my "love" life always have to be so.... I can't even find a word to describe it accurately. Anyway, I think ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much packed up to go back to school.. not sure what time we'll be getting going tomorrow, but mom and dad need to go somewhere beforehand. Hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight, and my anxiousness won't keep me up... we'll see. Gonna go watch some tv. Might update more later..

Tonight is not a good night for tv, and I have nothing better to do, so I'm going to update... although very few ppl will actually read it. Today (well, this afternoon), I headed downtown w/ Rachel & Henry. Rachel had to run a few errands, and we both needed to get out. I love knowing that Rachel & Katy will always be my friends, no matter how ( Read more... )

Here's one that seems fairly accurate...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)

You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.

You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people ( Read more... )

It's monday, going on tuesday... almost 4 days until I go back to school. I'm trying to stay calm and not get too anxious or excited, and just enjoy the remainder of my time at home. It's a bit hard now though b/c I've burnt myself out on reading... I can't read another book right now. I'm going to be doing A LOT of reading this semester, so I ( Read more... )

Bronwen left for Wisconsin this morning at like 5... Obviously I didn't go to the airport. Now I'm sitting in bed, completely bored. I will probably end up reading for the remainder of the day, and night. I seriously just want to go back to school. I have like a week and a half or more left of vacation, and all I can think about is going back ( Read more... )

I know only a few people read this, but I feel like I need to clarify something. In a past entry I wrote about Costa Rica, and flashbacks I was having. I think you need to understand what those flashbacks were about. I lived in a house for 6 months where I was basically a prisoner. I was constantly manipulated and became a shadow of myself. I ( Read more... )

We broke up... now I'm lonely...